He held me closer. “Mo chridhe, I wish I could promise you that, but no one can. I can promise you that I will love you long after I leave my body behind in this world.”
That made me cry harder because the thought of him not being here was utterly terrifying. Suddenly, I needed him. I needed him to surround me and overwhelm me and make the rest of this sad world disappear.
I reached for his mouth, pressing a salty kiss to his lips.
Lewis kissed me back but then pulled away. “You’re upset.”
“I want to forget. Everything but you and me.” I cupped his handsome face in my hands. “Make love to me, Lewis. Please.”
He searched my face for a few seconds and then decision made, he slipped his hands under and lifted me with ease as he stood. I looped my arms around his neck as he carried me downstairs, as if I was the most precious thing in the world.
Lewis lowered me to my feet by our bed and slowly, studying my expression, checking in with me, took my shirt and jeans off. He nudged me onto the bed and hooked his fingers into my underwear. My breath caught, excitement rippling through my belly as he slowly pulled them down my legs. He discarded them on the floor and stood gazing at me spread out on the bed. His eyes zeroed in on that gentle swell of my belly. Possessive wonder filled his expression.
He removed his clothes as slowly as he’d removed mine, taking his time, eyes moving over my body. His erection strained toward me, but Lew ignored it as he climbed onto the bed and bent his head to my stomach. My belly trembled against his touch as he planted soft kisses all over it.
“I love you,” I whispered, a fresh tear spilling down my cheek.
Lewis looked up, his expression tightening at the sight of my tears. “Callie?”
“Don’t stop. Never stop. Always only ever you,” I promised.
He swallowed hard and eyes holding mine, he kissed his way down the swell until he reached the apex of my thighs. Then he gently opened my legs. I lost his eyes as he licked my clit.
“Oh my God,” I whimpered, my back arching, hips lifting into his kiss.
He licked at me until my clit distended and then he sucked.
“Yes, Lewis, yes.” My thighs fell open wider as the tension tightened and coiled. Lewis gripped my hips tight, keeping me right there, as he worshipped my body with his tongue.
I came on a cry of pure bliss, my hips shuddering against him. I was still throbbing and pulsing as he pressed kisses all down my legs, around my ankles, which were surprisingly sensitive, before making his way back up my body. He stopped at the swell of my stomach and pressed a most tender kiss there.
“Lewis.”
My breasts were next on his worship list, and I caressed and touched him as he laved at my nipples, groaning and grinding his hips against mine. My hands slid south, my fingers digging into his perfect, muscular arse, wanting him inside me.
Lewis grunted, lifted his head, but then crushed my mouth beneath his. It was hungry, but savoring. Like he was kissing me for the first time. I moaned and pulled at his hair tie. The silken strands fell free, and I wrapped my hands in his hair, holding his head to me, breathing in his kiss like it was everything I needed to survive.
Lewis slowed the kiss, nipping playfully at my lips, all the while he nudged his cock between my thighs. It was the quietest we’d ever been during sex. But it was perfect. We didn’t need words at that moment as he slid slowly inside me, filling me. We continued to kiss as he thrust gently, but as the pleasure grew, it became harder to catch our breaths. Our lips parted, our eyes locked. My fingers bit into his waist, as I panted against his mouth and lifted my hips to meet his gentle thrusts.
“Mo chridhe.” He glided in a little faster, a little harder as our orgasms started to build.
“Baby.” I clung to him, my hands moving to his arse again so I could feel his thrusts. So thick. So beautiful. So deep. “No one has ever been so deep inside me.”
His eyes flared with understanding and he slowed his glides again.
“Lewis?”
“Savoring it,” he huffed out. “Savoring every second inside you.”
It was torturous and beautiful, and I cupped his face in my hands as our hips moved in sync, not chasing climax this time, but enjoying the journey to it. Never in my life had I felt so connected to another person, and I could see that in Lewis’s eyes too.
When my orgasm hit, it was so big, it took me by surprise. But I held Lewis’s gaze as my inner muscles tightened around him and my body shuddered beneath his.
“Callie!” he gasped, tensing for a brief second before he groaned long and hard with his release.
He pulsed inside of me as he shivered through his orgasm, clutched in my tight heat as I continued to throb around him in little aftershocks.
“Fuck,” Lewis panted, breathless.
