“Since then?”
“No. You’re the first.”
“Fuck! Okay, that answers my next question. Have you ever been with a guy, orally or sexually?”
“Sexually, no. I’m a virgin. What do you mean by orally?”
“Have you ever sucked cock? Given a hand job? Had someone’s mouth on your pussy? Let a guy finger your pussy?”
“No!” Lana whispered in embarrassment at her lack of experience.
“That’s why you aren’t ready yet. I don’t want you to think you have to give yourself to me. I want you to want that. Need that. There is no rush. We have all the time in the world. I’m not going anywhere. You are the only one I want, Lana. When you are ready. My dick is on lockdown, except when you are around.”
“Lockdown?”
“Baby, my dick only wakes his ass up when you are near. Every chick I have been with has had to work for him to wake up. That alone is why Ashe is being a bitch. Well, that and my claiming you as mine proves she’s got no chance with me ever again.”
“Oh! Okay. Thank you for being honest with me.”
Lana sighed heavily. She admitted to herself she had some serious trust issues.
“Trust me, baby. I would never hurt you. You have the power to hurt me. Something no one has ever had the power to do before.”
CHAPTER
SIX
Lana stared at Jayson in surprise at the statement he had just made. She knew that deep down she should admit her issue and hope he didn’t get upset with her.
“Okay. I admit I have trust issues, but I am working on them.”
“We will work on it together, baby. Everything will be okay. Now, give me those sexy lips so you can go inside and do your homework. I will pick you up at seven on the dot in the morning.”
“You don’t have to do that, Jayson. I can ride the bus.”
“I want to pick you up and bring you home. This is our time together. Next weekend, I want to take you on a proper date. Since you’re still new in town, I’ll pick the place and then we can go from there. Anything you like in particular?”
“I’m not picky. Pizza, burgers, and milkshakes are my weaknesses.”
Lana couldn’t help but smile as she admitted her favorite foods. Those were her comfort foods and things her mother used to take her out for when she’d had a bad day at school.
“I know just the place. Next Friday night, after the game, I’m taking you on our first official date.”
“Won’t you be tired after the game?”
“Nah, baby. I’m going to be wired after the game. I want to spend time with you. After the game, Saturday and Sunday if you’re ok with that?”
Lana looked up at Jayson. She didn’t know how she would spend the weekends now that she’d met Jayson.
Her father was adamant that she could not hang out with boys and would literally lose his shit if he found out she had a boyfriend. It was why he wouldn’t even let her have a cell phone and monitored her computer.
She didn’t even have a social media account because he was so overprotective of her. He’d even picked out the college for her to attend.
Her dad didn’t know about her Army dreams. Once she turned eighteen, she could sign on that dotted line without his permission, and she knew he was going to blow a gasket.
“What’s that look for? Where’s your phone? I’m going to put my number in it and get yours.”
“I-I don’t have one. My dad won’t let me have one.”
