But this silence… it’s different. No longer heavy, no longer loaded with tension or unsaid demands. It’s calm. A space to think. To breathe.
I watch the way he drives—focused, relaxed, one hand on the wheel, the other resting loosely in his lap.
Every so often, he glances my way, but he doesn’t ask questions. Doesn’t push. That alone feels strange. Not unwelcome—just unexpected.
I lean my head against the window, letting the rhythm of the road and the gentle warmth of the sun lull me into something close to peace. And for a little while, it’s easy to pretend this is just a normal drive. That we’re just two people on the road, sharing a comfortable kind of quiet.
There’s always been something comforting about watching the road ahead unfold, curve, stretch into the unknown—like the world is making space for you to move forward.
Maybe that’s why, for a few minutes, I close my eyes.
When I open them again, the landscape has changed. Rolling fields have given way to forest edges, occasional glimpses of water glinting through the trees. The highway has narrowed, the world around us quieter. And then I see it.
Lake Geneva – 12 miles.
My heart gives the smallest jolt.
I turn toward him.
“We’re going to Lake Geneva,” I say, not quite a question.
Dorian glances at me, smile playing at the corner of his lips.
“Getting warmer. Just a little more patience.”
I narrow my eyes, trying not to show the ripple that passed through me.
Lake Geneva.
The memory blooms before I can stop it—soft, vivid, unexpected. The weekend trip. The room with the creaky floors and the wine bottles with handwritten names. The enormous bed with angels carved into the headboard.
The boat ride—us on the deck, the wind pulling at my hair, his hand at the small of my back. His arms wrapped around me as we pointed at the lakeside mansions.
A weekend of laughter, lovemaking, and dreaming like nothing could ever break us.
We drive a few more miles, winding along the lake’s edge.
I sit back, watching him as he turns off the main road and follows a winding lane that hugs the lake. The sun dips lower, scattering golden light across the water. Soon, the trees begin to part.
He slows the car as we pull onto a narrow gravel path. My breath stills before I even understand why.
The lake house appears like something summoned from a forgotten dream—dark wood, the roof pitched steeply, enormous windows reflecting the lake in soft streaks of silver and blue.
A wide deck curves along the front, two chairs facing the water as if they’ve been waiting for someone.
We get out, the sound of gravel shifting beneath our shoes, and I stare at the house in silence.
It takes a moment to connect what I’m seeing with the memory that unspools quietly inside me.
I know this place.
Not from being here—but from wanting to be here.
I turn to him, slower than I mean to, the words catching in my throat.
“This is…” I don’t finish the sentence.
But he does. “It is,” he says softly.
