Cause don’t act like you don’t want this just as bad as I do
All that talk and still no decision.
Just wait, Jersey.
Next time I ever see you?
You’re on your fucking knees.
Fuckkkk
24 /ALONE
HEART
// NOV 23, 8:55 PM - GOTHAM HALL - MIDTOWN, NYC //
I don’t know what the fuck he’s doing.
He’s intentionally driving me insane
and getting high off of it.
Because getting an answer out of him?
Might as well crawl into his brain
and dig it out myself.
I keep picturing him in his room late at night,
between pouring drinks at the bar,
between guests at the hotel,
phone in hand,
reading the contract,
rereading it,
weighing every word,
analyzing every syllable,
finding any loopholes.
If he were my Boy,
I’d have him on his knees by now.
If he were mine,
he’d be paying for not answering me.
But he’s not mine. He’sAndrew.
The one who talked me into this.
