I give her a cocky smile as I slide in, delighted by the blush on her pretty face.
Our breaths catch in tandem, stuck in our lungs as our bodies connect. Raw emotions take over. I don’t know where to look. Down at where she takes me so fucking perfectly, at her mouth gasping for air, her eyes black with need.
“Fuck, Toma.”
“I know, Lu. You feel so good.”
When I bottom out, I pause, savouring how deep inside her I’m seated. Then, Lucie rolls her hips, looking for friction, her clit grazing against my pelvis. My hands flex on her hip.
“Give me a minute, Lu,” I choke. She’s so tight, so warm, so fucking perfect. My dreams and nightmares of finally sinking into her pale in comparison to being with her. And it’s not only her pliant body welcoming me inside, it’s her trusting, shiny eyes and her acceptance.
This time, she doesn’t obey, though. And I lose control.
I straighten, a hand on her throat while the other clutches one of her tits, and I fuck her into the mattress. Harder and deeper, I thrust into her perfect cunt, driven mad with lust byher raw moans and needy whimpers. Instinct takes over. As if I’m honed only to bring her pleasure.
I slap her tits and they bounce underneath me, making Lucie throw her head back and bite back another deep moan.
“None of that. Cry for me, Lu.”
I do it again and she lets herself go, crying my name out for whatever Gods listen. I release her neck and reposition her legs, ankles on my shoulders. The change in angle has her eyes rolling back, but the position renders her immobile. Incapable of moving her lower body or reaching with her hands, her pussy clamps down on me.
“You like this? You like feeling helpless? When I take what I want from your perfect body?”
“Yes,” she moans. “Yes. I need you to take what you want.”
I shush her, caressing her cheek in a soothing swipe of my thumb before I lick it and use it against her clit. “I’ll always give you what you need, Lu. Now be my perfect toy, and take it.”
The words open the valves for her to let go, her body growing lax underneath me. She pulls her nipples hard as I flick her clit the way she showed me, and thrust into her.
The blissful expression on her face is my reward. It was worth all the pain I’ve endured, all the times I wanted to die, the grief at losing my mother, growing up with monsters. She was worth enduring it all, just to find her at the end of that dark tunnel.
As her walls clamp on my cock, I release a guttural groan and come inside her, chasing after her high. My vision whitens at the edges and I swallow our moans with my lips, kissing her like a starved beast, feasting on its prey.
NINETEEN
TOMA
Icollapse on top of her and she welcomes me. The cocoon of her embrace is a lie. It can’t last. Yet, I close my eyes and let myself dream for a moment. While my heart slows again and my breaths return to normal, I let myself imagine a future where everyday looks like this. Lucie, safe and sound, freshly fucked and satiated in my bed, in my arms, with no threats to her life or mine. I wouldn’t say no to a kid or two, as well.
My cock twitches at the thought. Lucie hums and I smile, lifting on my elbows to take her in. Her hair is a mess but her skin glows.
“Hi,” she murmurs.
“Hi.”
I swallow hard, unsure if I should move. I don’t want to. I’ll never let her go, but I want her to want me. If she kicks me out now, I’ll go but I’ll be shattered. Yet, she doesn’t seem to mind my pressing weight and kisses my brow, my lips, my jaw.
“Lu,” I start, gliding my fingers on the scars on her lush thighs.
“Please don’t ask.”
She hides her face with both hands and I kiss the back of her palms, staying above her so I can watch every micro-expression on her face. How did I miss this?
“How long has it been?”
“A few years.”
“Look at me.” She opens her hands a little, a vulnerable shine in her hazel eyes sucking me in. “Will you help me understand?”
