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Green velvet. Long-sleeved, above the knee, hugs every curve. The kind of dress that makes me feel like I’m calling the shots.

The Glen Garve Resort is a fancy place. I need to look like I belong there.

A flash of hesitation. Christ, am I really doing this?

But then I lay the dress on my bed—the bed Struan built, with his own hands, because I couldn’t manage the bloody flat pack—and sit down at my make-up table.

I study my reflection. The woman looking back is scared. But also determined.

If I’m going to walk into that restaurant and potentially make a complete fool of myself, I’m damn well going to look incredible while doing it.

I reach for my make-up bag.

CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO

AINSLEY

The Glen Garve Resort rises out of the darkness like something from a fairy tale, all honey-coloured stone and turrets and windows glowing warm against the October night. It’s the kind of place that whispersold moneyandyou don’t belong herein equal measure.

I park the car and sit for a moment, hands still gripping the steering wheel.

What am I doing?

This is insane. A terrible, terrible idea. I’m about to walk into a fancy restaurant, uninvited, and interrupt a man’s dinner. A man who is almost certainly on a date with someone else. A man I told, in no uncertain terms, that I wanted nothing further to do with romantically.

My reflection stares back at me from the rear-view mirror. Green velvet dress. Make-up done to perfection. Hair styled within an inch of its life.

I look like a woman who knows what she wants. It’s a shame my insides feel like jelly.

Just get out of the car, Ainsley. You’ve come this far.

The night air wraps around me as I step out—crisp, carrying the faint scent of wood smoke from somewhere. My heels clickagainst the paving slabs as I walk towards the entrance, and with every step, a little voice in my head whispers,Turn back, turn back, this is a terrible idea.

I ignore it. I’ve spent too long listening to that voice.

Inside, the lobby is all polished hardwood and crystal chandeliers, the kind of elegance that makes you stand up straighter. A fire crackles in a grand stone hearth, and from somewhere deeper in the building come the soft notes of a piano.

At the doorway to the restaurant stands the maître d’. Immaculate suit, practised smile.

“Good evening, madam. Welcome to the Glen Garve Resort. Do you have a booking with us tonight?”

“I’m meeting someone,” I say, with far more confidence than I feel. “They should already be here.”

“Of course, madam. And may I take the name of?—”

But I’m already walking past him, heels tapping purposefully as I head into the restaurant.

Act like you belong. That’s the trick, right?

“Madam?” he calls after me, a note of polite alarm in his voice.

I don’t stop. Don’t look back. This is a posh establishment and I look the part—he’s not about to chase me down and cause a scene. That would be terribly undignified.

The restaurant opens up before me: white tablecloths, gleaming cutlery, the soft flicker of candlelight. Couples lean towards each other over expensive wine. A pianist plays something gentle in the corner. Through tall windows, the glen stretches into darkness, the hills just visible against the night sky.

I scan the room, heart hammering against my ribs.

Where is he? Where?—