Mac is and will always be the man for me.
Eating Jane’s pussy is going to become my favorite pastime. Feeling her body react to mine as I learned everything that made her tick was one of the most erotic things I have ever experienced in my life.
I am no saint, but things with Jane are different. I’m different with her. She isn’t just some woman to scratch an itch with. The emotions involved only heighten the pleasure. I can’t believe I did that for her.
Looking up at her, I can’t help but feel like a king.
She looks so satisfied, and it has my ego flaring to life. I love that I did that for her. I gave her the first orgasm she has ever experienced. Not only that, but I was the first to go down on her.
It makes me wonder what else that sorry piece of shit didn’t do, but I refuse to think about it now. He has no place in our bed with us.
Pushing thoughts of him away, I wipe my mouth clean before climbing up her body. Then I kiss her deeply, loving how she melts into me.
“Mac, I need more.” She looks up at me, her eyes shining.
“Call me Colin in bed. You will be the only one to call me that.” I kiss her softly.
“Your sister calls you that,” she jokes.
“Let’s leave her out of this, okay?” I give her a look.
She laughs, and I love it. I bet she has never been able to laugh like this before, especially not in bed. She has never been able to be silly or feel comfortable, yet here she is with me now feeling that.
“You want another orgasm? I could spend hours between your legs,” I tell her.
She looks away, looking embarrassed. I grab her chin softly and bring her eyes back to mine.
“Never be embarrassed by that. I liked doing it as long as you enjoyed it.”
“Oh, I did, but that’s not why I’m embarrassed,” she whispers.
“What is it then?”
“I don’t know how to ask for what I want,” she admits.
“We will work on that. Soon enough, you will be demanding everything from me, but for now, can you give me a hint?” I ask.
She purses her lips together. “I want to know what it feels like to make love to someone who loves me back.”
Damn if that didn’t hit me right in the heart. I swear, tears prick my eyes as I look down at my vulnerable girl.
“A mhuirnín,I will make love to you every day for the rest of our lives if that’s what you want,” I tell her, kissing her lips.
“That’s what I want.”
I smile, leaning up. She frowns until I reach into my nightstand.
“I want to be clear. These are stocked by the club. I haven’t been sleeping with anyone for a long while, even before you showed up.”
She smiles. “Why? I wouldn’t be mad. We didn’t even know each other.”
I pause, opening the condom as I stare down at her.
“Honestly, something felt like it was missing, like there was a hole in my life. I didn’t realize until you and the kids came blowing into town that it was a family. Your family.”
Her eyes tear up as she reaches up to cup my face.
“Then show me how you feel about me,” she whispers.
