Just when I thought to sit up and take matters into my own hands, Rath moved, standing long enough to shuck his trousers and boots. It was my turn to stare, my mouth going dry at the sight of him. I’d obviously seen him before, especially this morning when I took him into my mouth, but it looked bigger standing up away from his body. Godr explained to me what needed to happen to help me take it, and he warned me that it could be uncomfortable, but still, I was eager for it. I’d dreamed of being taken in that way, and I was finally getting my wish with the most perfect bondmate in the world.
Rath turned momentarily, returning to the table to pick up the oil. I frowned when he turned back with it in his hand.
“What is that for?”
One corner of his mouth lifted in a smirk, but he didn’t answer me. He showed me instead.
Dribbling the oil on his fingers, he settled over me again, his weight on his hand by my head as he sipped and teased at my lips. When he reached between us, I thought he would touchmy arousal again. Instead, he went further, tracing his fingers along my crease. A sound I’d never made before escaped me, like a strangled groan, only louder. Desperation surged through my veins, and I grew frantic, pushing back against his hand, until Rath stopped me, settling on his elbow so he could blanket me with his body and stop my movements.
“Shh… slowly, kolrav. We have all night.”
“P-please. I’ve never—I’ve always wanted—Please!”
He groaned, resting his forehead against mine. “I cannot say no to you. Alright, kolrav. I’ll give you what you need. But let me take care of you. I do not wish to hurt you.”
I nodded rapidly, accepting his kisses as a distraction. This time, he did not tease when he touched me again. He ran his oiled fingers over my hole, softening it to his touch. He swallowed my needy moans, pushing one finger in once he decided I was ready. The stretch was new, and it burned a little, but not enough to deter me. I gasped with each drag of his finger, clinging to his shoulders until my body relaxed, and he pushed in another.
“R-Rath!”
“That’s good, my Finn. Just relax. I’ll take care of you.”
If he took care of me any better, I was going to reach completion before we could get much farther. I took to rocking my hips, driving his fingers deeper. He pulled away enough to watch me, his face lax as he took in my expression.
“Oh, Finn. You are such a delight.”
“Please. More…”
His eyes slipped shut for a moment and he took a deep breath, like he was trying to calm himself, but when he opened them, they were alight with passion. He pulled his fingers out, coating them with more oil, then pushed back in with a third finger to join the other two.
The burn was stronger this time, enough to make me hesitate, but then Rath did something with his fingers, crooking them somehow, and it felt as though a bolt of pleasure shot up my spine, making me cry out. He played with that spot, brushing over it with every thrust of his fingers, until I was almost sobbing with the desperate need for release.
“Rath, please!”
“Anything you wish for is yours, my sweet Finn.”
I protested when he pulled his fingers free, but he ignored me, gripping me by the hips to flip me onto my front. When he dragged me onto my hands and knees, I recognized the position, and anticipation made my stomach clench. I looked over my shoulder at him, watching him use the oil on his cock. Shuffling closer, he pressed kisses along my back until he reached my mouth, capturing my lips just as he pushed inside.
“Oh,Rath!” I shouted.
He groaned, fingers digging into my hips as he slid in one inch at a time. It hurt, but it felt like something I’d been missing my whole life at the same time. Tears spilled down my cheeks, even while I pleaded for more, until his hips pressed against mine, and the entirety of his length was buried inside me. He paused then, draping his body against my back with one arm hugging my chest.
“Are you alright, my Finn?”
It took a few moments to take a breath deep enough to answer him. “Y-yes, but… I need—I think I need you to move. Please.”
He obliged, rocking his hips, and my mouth fell open in surprise. “Oh. Oh, gods! Rath!”
“Yes, Finn. Just like that.”
His hips slowly picked up speed, each thrust sending explosions of pleasure throughout my entire body. Tension coiled low in my belly, tightening further with every slap of hisskin on mine. I’d never felt anything like it before, and I never wanted it to end. But my body was making demands, and I didn’t think I’d last much longer either. It was too good. And the moment his oiled hand wrapped around my erection, I had no choice in the matter. I came with a scream of pleasure, suddenly grateful he’d thought to bring us away from the clan for the night.
Rath straightened suddenly, holding my hips as his thrusts grew rougher and more powerful. He grunted with each movement, sending shivers up my spine. That feeling of pain and pleasure mixed together picked up again, pushing me towards the edge once more. When he pushed harder with his thumbs, tipping my hips just a little, it changed the angle and that spot that he introduced me to while prepping me was struck dead on. A strangled cry escaped me. Rath took notice of it and aimed for that spot, making my eyes roll back in my head from the pleasure. I clenched automatically, which seemed to set Rath off.
“Ungh! Finn!”
It was too much. I couldn’t take any more. The tension snapped, and I exploded again, this time coming so hard, I couldn’t hold myself up. Rath caught me before I could collapse, groaning long and loud in my ear as he reached completion inside me. It went on and on, until we both toppled to the side, wrapped around each other and out of breath.
Twenty-Three
