Hopping in my Tesla, I drove to Hunz’s crib in silence. Journei blessed me with her presence twice. I saw that same pain as before when I looked into her eyes again at the club. Knowing that she was married, and that pain hadn’t been replaced, kind of made me think on what her marriage consisted of. Nobody that beautiful should be carrying somethin’ like that around.
People experienced different things in life, so I understood if she went through trauma or just had an uneasy childhood. However, it was her spouse’s job to take whatever she felt before away and replace it with the purest love.
As soon as I pulled up to the house, I had a one-track mind to shower and get some rest. I grabbed my overnight bag I always kept in the trunk for times like those and made my way inside. I decided to take the guest bedroom on the main floor. Hunz would be coming in drunk soon, so I had a lil’ time to myself.
Journei
Gills. His name was on repeat in my head. Once again, I was stuck and wet like our first encounter. I wasn’t attracted to men, but my body responded with the same reaction twice upon seeing him. No man had ever brought that out of me.
I had no problem telling a man if he was handsome or not. I felt nothing for them sexually and never had until… him. We didn’t know each other, but it was as if he had control over my body, and that I didn’t like.
Alexis was speaking, but I heard nothin’ she was sayin’. Gills was occupying my mind at the time. The way he looked at me was scary. Scared me to where I truly felt like he saw every flaw and wound that had yet to heal.
“This my last time askin’ you what the fuck that was about?” Alexis had finally gained my attention.
“What you mean? I never seen that man before.” I grabbed my shot and threw it back.
“So, a nigga you never seen before got you that hot and fuckin’ bothered? You eye fucked the nigga right in front of me. Man, move.” Alexis stood and walked off.
She gave me no time to respond at all. I didn’t mean to react in that manner. I yelled for her to come back, and she ignored my request. I was about to let a tear fall when Belle Air grabbed my face and wiped it.
“No, ma’am. It’s your birthday. Go talk to her or talk to Hunz first and then her. Don’t leave her to be angry, Nei. Whatever just happened she’s in the dark about, clear it up for her,” Belle advised.
I nodded and grabbed Hunz’s hand. We needed to talk because it was partially his fault. I had no idea he and that man were friends. Excuse me,bestfriends. Gills had to be the other best friend I thought I was better than.
All through college, he tried to get me to meet Gills, but I didn’t like to be around men, so I felt like there was no point.
We went to the stock room near Alexis’s office to talk. I opened my mouth to speak when he shut me down. “Nah, best friend. The fuck you and Gills got goin’ on. I’m too drunk for this shit.”
“Nothin’!” I yelled. “He just… I get… fuck, Hunz. I don’t know. I’m not attracted to men at all, but when I see him, I can literally feel my body call out to him. This made the second time, Hunz. It’s like he has an unspoken spell on me or somethin’.”
“Not you likin’ dick this whole time. You got a whole wife, bruh.”
“I know!” I hollered when I shouldn’t have. “And I don’t like dick, fool.”
I stood there in turmoil. My wife was under the impression that somethin’ was under wraps with me and Gills when that wasn’t the case at all. I didn’t want her to feel like I did her wrong in any shape or form. I loved her way too much to ever do somethin’ like that to her.
Tears started to fall voluntarily. I couldn’t lose Alexis. She was my reason for smiling, and I wasn’t gon’ allow that tochange. Hunz brought me in for a hug, and I silently cried on his chest for a good two to three minutes before I got myself together. Belle was still there, and it wasn’t fair to have him with me and not her in a club full of men.
“Let me talk to my wife. Have yours take you home, drunk ass. It’s late, and she’s pregnant. Take my gifts with you please.”
We walked out, goin’ our separate ways. I walked in Alexis’s office to see her sitting at her desk with a bottle of Hennessy to her lips. She was in her feelings, and she didn’t need to be. In order for somebody to come between our union they would literally have to take me from her.
I walked over and sat on her lap. Surprisingly, she didn’t ask me to move. I took the bottle from her, took a swig as well, then placed it on her desk. We sat in silence for a while until I broke the ice.
“Don’t be mad. My reaction to Gills was unexpected for the both of us. I never been attracted to any man, so that threw me for a loop.” Grabbing her face, I made her look me in the eyes. I needed her to know I was serious. “Alexis, I married you for a reason. I love the fuck outta you, and I’m not gon’ fuck up what I have with you. I’m yours.”
My lips connected with hers, and my emotional ass started crying. I really loved that woman with everything I had. She broke the kiss to dry my face. I was still awaiting for a response to what I said, but it didn’t seem like I was gettin’ one.
She tapped my leg for me to get up. When I did, my wife picked me up and sat me on her desk. She placed herself back in the chair and slid between my legs. One after the other, she put a leg over her shoulder. Her face was inches away from my pussy. She wanted her tongue to do the talking for her.
Sliding my panties to the side, her mouth delivered a kiss my top lips envied. Alexis knew exactly what her mouth could do, and so did I. Her tongue stroked at a steady pace across my clit,pulling me to the edge. All she had to do was stick those two fingers in, and I was gon’ lose it.
I lay flat on my back and let my baby devour what was rightfully hers. My wife had my juices flowing like a river. She was trying her best to catch it all, but it was in tandem. Those small orgasms were leading up to that one that might take me out for the night.
“Leeexxxx.”
My wife was no longer playing fair. She sucked on me like a baby would a nipple, making all my blood rush to the tip of my clit. Her fingers were inserted, and the most she could do was swipe them across my spot before I released a gut-wrenching orgasm.
