"On your knees," Nikolai commands, and there's no room for argument in that tone. "Lick her first."
Raven scrambles to obey, positioning himself between my legs with an eagerness that makes me bite my lip. Always so eager to please. His hands are shaking as they slide up my thighs, pushing the nightgown higher.
"Beautiful," he murmurs, almost to himself. "You're so fucking beautiful, goddess."
Then his mouth is on me, and coherent thought becomes impossible.
He licks me like he's starving, like I'm the first meal he's had in days. His tongue finds my clit, circling it with just the right amount of pressure before dipping lower to taste the slick already coating my inner thighs.
"Oh," I gasp, my hands flying to his hair. The golden strands are silk between my fingers as I hold him there, hips rolling against his face.
He moans against me, the vibration sending sparks up my spine. His hands grip my thighs, spreading me wider, and I can feel him losing himself in it. In me.
That's when I notice Nikolai behind him, settling on the bed with predatory focus. He's shed his jeans, cock jutting proud and thick between his legs. There's something almost clinical in the way he studies us, like he's planning his approach.
Then his hand dips between my legs where Raven is still devouring me, fingers gathering the slick the other alpha's tongue has spread everywhere. Raven whimpers against my cunt, clearly aware of what's coming.
"Relax," I murmur, stroking Raven's hair as Nikolai's slick-coated fingers disappear from view. "You're doing so good. Such a good boy."
Raven cries out against me, the sound muffled but desperate. His tongue falters for a moment as Nikolai's fingers breach him, but then he's licking me with renewed fervor, like he needs the distraction.
"That's it," Nikolai growls, his free hand gripping Raven's hip. "Take it. You want to fuck her, you have to earn it."
I watch, transfixed, as Nikolai works him open. One finger becomes two, scissoring and stretching. Raven's entire body trembles, caught between my legs and Nikolai's invasion.
"Fuck," he groans, shuddering. There's equal strain and pleasure in his voice and I can tell he hasn't done this for a while.
Probably since he found me, I realize.
"Look at me," I command, and Raven's glassy eyes snap to mine immediately. "Relax and focus. You're going to make me come while Nikolai gets you ready for him."
His breath rushes hot against my cunt in response to my words and his eyes glaze with lust. He redoubles his efforts, tongue flicking against my clit in rapid strokes that make my thighs shake. Nikolai adds a third finger and Raven's cry vibrates through me.
"Fuck," I gasp, my head falling back as pleasure coils tight in my belly. "Just like that. Don't stop, don't?—"
The orgasm hits like lightning, white-hot and devastating. I come with a sharp cry, hips bucking against Raven's face ashe licks me through it, drawing out every aftershock until I'm boneless and tugging his hair.
When I can focus again, Nikolai's got both hands on Raven's hips and the other alpha is panting against my thigh, his face wet with my slick and his own saliva.
"Good boy," I murmur, stroking his hair. "So good for us."
He whimpers, nuzzling into my hand like he's starved for touch. And maybe he is. Maybe we all are. We're a fucking disaster stealing these moments of normalcy where we can.
"Inside her," Nikolai commands, his hand guiding Raven's hips forward. "Now."
Raven doesn't need to be told twice. He positions himself at my entrance, the thick head of his cock nudging against me. His cock is more slender than Nikolai's, but just as long, and curved in a perfect, slight arc. His eyes find mine, seeking permission even though I've already given it.
I nod, and he pushes in slowly, inch by careful inch. The stretch is perfect, just the right side of too much. He fills me completely, up to the knot, and when he's fully seated, we both let out shaky breaths.
"Don't move, little bird," Nikolai warns, and I can see him positioning himself behind Raven. The nickname seems to come out freely, without him even noticing it. Or the way it makes Raven shudder. "Not until I say."
Raven freezes, trembling with the effort of holding still. I feel his cock twitching inside me, see the strain in his face as he fights the urge to move.
Then Nikolai pushes in, and Raven's entire body goes rigid.
"Ah—" The sound tears from his throat, raw and desperate.
I pull him down, capturing his mouth with mine to swallow the cry. He kisses me back frantically, all tongue and teeth. I can taste myself on his lips, can feel the way his body shakes as Nikolai sinks deeper.
