“I am very pleased with you, kitten,” I said, running the pad of my finger along her cheek. I could see my praise was much needed, as her face brightened instantly. “Now.” I lifted her head up with my finger under her chin. “I want my cock in yourmouth.”
Without any prompts, she licked the tip, making me hiss before she took me halfway in. Without any foreplay, she sucked on me, making me to moan deep in my throat. She was testing my control, and we had only juststarted.
“Slower,” I ground out, tangling my hands in her hair, not caring if it got messedup.
She slowed, licking the underside of my cock, right along the vein. I wanted to pound into her warm wet mouth, but held myself back, letting her tease me, bringing me to the edge before I pulled her head back by her hair. I took a small step back from her. This wasn’t about mypleasure.
“Up on the bed. Lie on your back,” Idemanded.
It didn’t take her long before she lay there—still, but not asrelaxed.
“Color?” I asked, walking up to her and rubbing her legs up anddown.
“Yellow,” she said, closing hereyes.
“Can you tell me why?” I asked, needing to know what was going on in hermind.
She took a deep breath before opening her eyes, meeting my own. “I’m okay,” she said, not answering myquestion.
“Are you sure?” I asked. I wasn’t going to proceed if she wasn’t one hundred percent sure. I knew there would be times she would get lost in her thoughts, and wouldn’t be able to get through any scenes. I knew I should demand more of an explanation from her, but I didn’t want to ruin themood.
“Yes,” she hissed, drawing my attention to her. She had her hands down by her sides, holding onto the blanket for dear life. Her eyes filled with fear, but also determination. I could tell right away something was wrong, and I refused to allow her to push herself like this. Yes, it was always wonderful to see a sub push through any fear, but with Dawn’s history, I wouldn’t allow it—nottoday.
“I call red,” I said, sitting down by her waist. Her eyes filled with tears and she shook herhead.
“Please, no,” she cried, trying to turn her body away fromme.
“Dawn,” I said, wrapping my arms around her from behind, my erection softening as I did what I could to soothe my girl. I hated her tears, but it was a healing process. It always wouldbe.
* * *
Dawn
I thought I could handle it. I don’t know why my past had to come out right then, when I was fine just minutes earlier. I wanted to please him, to bring him to the edge of sensation like he had done for me countless of times. Sure, we had a few nights where we were both satisfied, but I was ready for more—or at least I thought I was. My needs were stronger and growing every day. When I looked at him, I wouldn’t help but want more of him in everyway.
“I want you on that bed,” the mansaid.
I slowly lay on the bed, hoping he’d just get it done and over with. My ribs were tender, and so were my legs from the last client. The hallways and other rooms were quiet, as it was earlier than normal to perform services. I didn’t think anything of it, as it had happened a few times here andthere.
I hated the quiet, and that alone made me feel on edge. I could see Galvin standing in the doorway with a pleased look on his face as the man above me rammed his dick into me none toogently.
Tears gathered in my eyes; I was dry as a desert but didn’t voice anything. Apparently, the man didn’t like that, as he moved his hands up to my neck and put pressure against me, making black spotsappear.
“Shh, Dawn, I got you,” Elijah said, soothing me as he held me frombehind.
“Music, please,” I sobbed out, needing something other than the quiet of theroom.
“Of course,” Elijah said, moving and leaning over the bed to get his phone. It was only a moment later when Iron and Wine began to play that I slowly relaxed, letting Elijah’s hold calm mesome.
After a few moments, when my breathing was calmer and the tears had dried, Elijah spoke. “Whathappened?”
“It was too quiet,” I answered simply and quietly. “I can’t do the quiet, Iguess.”
“Okay. I’ll make sure to put music on if you ever want to do that again, before anything else,” he agreed easily. “Music can also enhance theenjoyment.”
“I’m sorry,” I said sadly, turning around to face him. His arms never left me, hugging me close to him. “I really wanted to play. I want to show you that I can be the sub you need.” I was more upset at myself thananything.
“There’s nothing to be sorry for,” he said, kissing me on the head. “It will take time, and I don’t need you doing my every command. I have loved what we have been able to do.” He paused. “And you’re perfect the way youare.”
