Chapter 15
Dawn
The next fewdays flew by. We got into a nice comfortable rhythm; I did the laundry and kept the house clean, and Elijah helped to an extent. Mostly, he just watched and talked to me. It didn’t take long to make sure everything was in order. The items Elijah ordered, along with all the clothes Kelly had ordered for me, came in later that week. I was happy to have some new books I was actually interested in, and couldn’t wait to read. They were mostly young adult ones, and a few life lesson books that helped me deal with some of my confusing thoughts andemotions.
I’d tried to help Elijah out a few times, sure he was in pain from his own hard issues, but he refused every time. I sure he wanted some sort of release from his morning wood. He made sure he was up and dressed before I was in the mornings, and by the time we went to bed, I was too tired to try too hard to give him some relief. I was scared to voice my thoughts but didn’t know what else to do. I wanted to maybe talk to Emily or even Kelly, but neither had been by at a time we were left alone without Elijah in the same room for me toask.
It wasn’t until the following week that Kelly and Lilly came by to visit again. Elijah took that time to call Kaleb about a few new ideas on the case, as he hadn’t had much of a chance since Kaleb had been busy and not in a place that he could talk about it over thephone.
I was glad I was getting more comfortable with handling the baby—even able to change a diaper. It was something new, and I was slowly falling in love with the little one. How could Inot?
“You seem to be lost in thought today,” Kelly said as she sat down across fromme.
“Sorry,” I said sheepishly as I fed Lilly. Kelly had said she enjoyed the break, as she was a demanding little thing while athome.
“Want to talk about it?” she asked, tilting her head to the side. She had her hair down today. She always looked perfectly put together despite the lack of care she said shetook.
“I don’t know where to start,” Ishrugged.
“At the beginning?” Kelly hinted. “That’s usually the bestplace.”
“Okay,” I replied with a deep breath out. “I …. I didn’t think I wanted anything sexual, as the whole time I was there under those men’s watchful eyes, I didn’t. I fought as much as I could. But I’m . . .craving. . . more with Elijah.” I finished near a whisper.Craving morewas only the tip of the list. I wasn’t even sure he’d be willing to do anything with me, as we still hadn’t figured out whatwewere.
“Oh Sug, it’s totally normal. I’m guessing you haven’t talked to Elijah about this?” she asked, with no hint of anger ormalice.
“No!” I said, a little louder than intended. “There’s no way I can. He won’t let me help him out as it is. We haven’t really talked about our relationship,either.”
“Well, this really should be something you talk to him about. I know he’s told you time and time again he will always listen to you. He is attracted to you, always has been, and would be willing to help and understand your place in this. But you do know his tastes are not what most people call normal,right?”
“I know that,” I said. “I’m not sure I can do what he wants.” I looked up and met her eyes. I was sure my emotions were swimming inmine.
“Just talk to him. You’d be surprised what he could do, and he might even be willing to give up that lifestyle when it comes to you, if need be. He’s good at what he does, or so I’m told. He knows you, and himself, so he would never push you into something you didn’t want to do,Dawn.”
“I’ll try,” I said, looking back down. “I don’t think he’d be willing to give up something he’s worked so hard at for me. I'm just . . . .me.
“That’s all you have to be,” she said with asmile.
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Elijah
A dream. It had to be. I was hard as a rock as a faceless woman lay on the bed with her head hanging off the side. Her eyes were closed, her dark hair touched the floor. Her warm mouth was open and waiting; her hands lay folded on her stomach, and her legs were bent andspread.
I entered her warm mouth slowly, teasing myself. I knew I wouldn’t be able to hold on for long, so I wanted to prolong my release as much as possible. She moaned as she licked my tip, making my eyes roll back at thefeeling.
I slowly pushed myself in, inch by inch, until I was fully sheathed by her warm heat. She sucked and ran her tongue on the upper side of my cock, initiating another loud moan fromme.
Unable to take any more teasing, I began to pump into her mouth, a little faster after her throat relaxed to take more of me in. At this angle, everything felttighter.
With one last push, I came, hard, and she swallowed everything with a loudmoan.
I opened my eyes to a mostly darkened room, with Dawn smiling up at me from where she’d just sucked me off. Breathing hard, I flopped my head back down on thepillow.
“Dawn,” I said huskily, more amazed that she didn’t wake me up until now. I could tell she was pleased with herself. I ran my hands through her hair, where they’d somehow got tangled, down to her shoulders, where she only wore a tank top. I stopped my hands on the top of her arms, trying to wake my blissful brainup.
Finally, once my eyes gained focus, and my brain came back to earth, I pushed myself up and reached over to turn the bedside lampon.
Meeting Dawn’s green eyes, I could see she was proud of herself, but worried—most likely what my reaction would be. I wasn’t sure if I should be upset at her for taking what she wanted, or to be pleased. Her light pink tank top showed her pointednipples.
