Chapter 17
Zachariah
I never put so much work and love into the aftercare of my subs before now. Yes, I was always concerned about their health and pain after a session, but I never treated them like I did my wife. She deserved to be cherished.
She really had taken everything I had given her, and probably would have taken more if I had chosen to do so. She had slept so soundlessly when we finally had enough pleasure for the night. She fell asleep lying on my chest, her breaths whispering against my chest as her eyes fluttered.
I felt horrible that I took my jealousy out on her, but it was so worth it. Worth it to see her come undone over and over again on my behalf. She trusted me, and letting me have my way without me having to ask for permission was my undoing.
Being in the BDSM community and lifestyle, it was always about give and take, trust and communication. Avidya trusted me through and through. I’d never hurt her, never take her so far that she wouldn’t be able to return. The fact that she trusted that, meant the world to me.
I knew she’d be sore the night after I took her four times. It would be expected with her not being used to it. I was pleasantly surprised that she hadn’t gone into subspace from what we did, but I knew she would once she was more comfortable in the pleasure that her body would take. Pleasure I’d love to dish out.
Learning her body, learning her pleasure spots, was the first step towards giving her more.
The aftercare was just as important. If a Dom didn’t take good enough care after any session, the outcome would not be so good. Submissives needed someone to take away the stress of everything, someone to show them that they were cherished. And that was what I did.
I cherished my wife with my entire being. She was like the air I breathed. Without her, I would no longer exist.
After washing Avidya from head to toe, and rubbing her down with one of the many lotions that I had in a bathroom drawer for this purpose, I couldn’t help but admire her. Admire her beauty that shone like the brightest star at night.
She fell asleep during the rub down, which was common. Even though I knew she needed food, she also needed her rest. I worked her harder than I would have any other newbie, but she had asked it. Begged for it. Her body sang to me, and I knew her well enough to know if she’d had too much too soon.
Leaving her to sleep on the bed, I slipped on some cotton pants and made my way down to the kitchen to cook up some food. She would need to eat to help regain strength.
I had texted Jonas at one point last night, telling him that I wouldn’t be able to make it into any of the offices today. Avidya was more important; always would be. Even in my jealous rage that was now tempered. Finally.
Maybe I needed a good stress reliever? Whatever it was, I was in a much better mood.
After cooking bacon, toast, and eggs, I took two plates on a huge tray, along with bottled water upstairs. Breakfast in bed sounded like a wonderful idea. Normally, I wasn’t a huge fan of bringing food to a bedroom, since it tended to make a mess no matter how careful one was. But that was where my wife was, and I hated the idea that she was sore, possibly too sore to walk down a few stairs.
After setting the tray of goodies down on the night table, I took a seat on the edge of the bed. Avidya hadn’t moved an inch from the spot I had left her in. Her chest rose with each breath she took in.
Once again, I looked over her bare form, still finding no lasting marks upon her body. There were no handprints on her hips where I had held her forcibly as I fucked her just hours ago, nor where they are any marks on her butt from when I had spanked her.
I could recall how she moaned when I used my full palm to smack the underside of her butt. It wasn’t for punishment like the very first time I had done so. This time, it was all for pleasure, and she had reacted to it as I wanted. Shelikedit. I couldn’t wait to see how she handled more of everything.
I also couldn’t wait until she tested the bounds of her cravings to see what I could do, and how far I was willing to go. I knew she would take to it like any other sub would do. Iwantedher to test not only my control, but hers also.
“Hey, sleepy girl,” I called, gently rubbing her back.
“Hmm?” she answered as she slowly woke up.
“Time to wake up,” I said, my voice calm and soothing.
Slowly, her eyes fluttered open, a soft, content look to them.
“Hi,” she smiled, still not moving.
“Hi, honey,” I returned. “Can you sit up?”
Slowly after a moment, Avidya pushed herself up. Her hair, slightly haywire from the lack of being brushed, fell down over her shoulders, hiding her breasts from my view.
“Good girl,” I praised. Of course, she instantly blushed. Was it because she was naked, or because of what I said? Either way, I enjoyed it.Enjoyedher. “You need to eat.”
“I know what I could eat,” she said, shooting me a hot glance that went straight to my cock.
“Although I’d love nothing more,” I spoke, willing myself to not take what I wanted. Again. “You need to eat.”
