“Vidie,” I spoke, waking her up.
At my voice, she jerked awake with tears in her eyes as she quickly looked up at me. A moment later, she laid her head back down, letting her tears soak through my shirt. I had no idea what to do for her; no idea what to do to make her pain and worry go away.
“I’m here,” I whispered, petting her hair. “I’m not going anywhere. I promise.”
My heart broke. It broke seeing her so worried and upset about things that I couldn’t prevent. I hadn’t protected her, and I wish so badly to turn back time and make sure she wasn’t in the crossfire.
After a few minutes, she was able to get her emotions back under control. Her harsh breathing leveled out. She propped her chin up on her good hand and gave me a sad, tired smile.
“Talk to me,” I stated, more in a demand than anything else. I brushed her blonde hair off of her face, tucking it behind her left ear. My heart swelled with love just looking at her.
“It’s the same thing every time,” she sighed out, dropping her eyes to my chin. “I keep reliving it…the car crash. It’s like I’m there all over again. I can’t get it to stop.” At the last few words, her chin trembled as she fought back her tears.
“There’s more,” I hinted after she paused.
“You always die in my dreams, Zachariah,” she whispered, her eyes instantly filling with tears. “I can’t bear the thought of losing you. I love you too much to go through that.”
“You aren’t going to lose me, Avidya. Never,” I promised her as I pushed myself up, pulling her into my lap. “I’m not dead now for a good reason. I’m not that easy to kill off, you know.”
“I know, but just the thought that you could have been…” she sniffled out.
“I could have lost you too, honey, but here we are. Fate wanted us together, one way or another,” I said, hoping to soothe her the best that I could. “You are my life, Avidya Ray. I love you to the moon and back, and nothing, I repeatnothing, will ever separate us. Ever.”
It broke my heart to see her so worried, so upset, over the fact that she could have lost me. I felt the same way, and I had no idea what I’d do if I lost her. Neither one of us could live without the other, that was for sure.
“You are my world, my everything,” I went on. I pressed my forehead to hers, making her meet my eyes. “I will do everything to make sure that neither of us dies anytime soon. No one will take me away from you.”
“Promise?” she asked with a tearful look as she sat in my lap.
“Always,” I said before crushing my lips against hers.
Instantly, she melted into me, letting me take control. Her good hand made its way to my hair. My own hands went to her back, supporting her as I took control of not only the kiss but also her body.
One hand made its way to the back of her neck, supporting her as I slowly pushed her backward onto her back.
Her mouth opened in a surprisedOas I fully laid her on the bed, and I took full advantage of exploring every inch of her warm mouth, not caring that it was sloppy. Her breathing began to quicken as I did so, small moans of approval coming from her chest.
“Zach,” she moaned out as I trailed kisses to her neck, covering her fully with my body. She, of course, pushed against me in need. She craved me as much as I craved her.
“I love you, Avidya,” I whispered in between kisses, feeling myself grow in my sleep pants. “You are mine,” I grunted out as she pushed against my growing erection.
My mouth returned to hers as I shifted my clothed cock against her clit, earning me a hiss at the friction. I couldn’t help but smile at her reactions, knowing we both needed more. So much more.
“Please, Zach,” she moaned.
“Just feel what I can do to you,” I muttered against her mouth.
As I practically dry humped her, I let my hand trail up under her flimsy shirt, feeling the hardened peaks of her nipples. As I swiped my thumb across the top of one, she moaned out, deep in the back of her throat. That one moan caused my cock to harden even more if it was possible.
“Next time I have you here,” I whispered, my voice husky with my own need. “You’ll be naked and writhing in so much pleasure you won’t know what to focus on.”
“Promise,” she panted, pushing against me. I knew she was close as her eyes clenched shut tight. I was damn close myself.
“Promise, Avidya,” I spoke, speeding up my thrusts against her.
Moments later, she came with a small moan as I followed closely behind. Warms spurts of my sperm coated the inside of my cotton pants, but nothing mattered as I watched my girl come apart at my actions.
I was fucked, and by that, I mean she owned me more than I owned her.
