I cover that hand with my other one and gently place his hand on Notto. I can feel Rainer’s heart beating wildly through his back against my chest. He likes the feel of Notto.
Notto’s skin is smooth. The cracks are distinct from the rest of his skin, dipping into his body like a crevice. I place my finger directly over Rainer’s and run it along the crack in Notto’s chest, letting him feel the heat, the fire, the charge, and the way his skin split.
I bring that hand down Notto’s stomach to his dick. It’s just barely three inches when hard, as it is now. I wrap Rainer’s hand around it, guiding him into stroking it a couple times. Notto’s moan is low, deep. I feel it thrum on the air.
With my hand still over Rainer’s, I twist his hand until his thumb is still curled around Notto’s dick and bring his fingers down to find Notto’s slit. Just below his pretty cock are fat lips, slightly bulbous. They almost create the hint of nuts, but they’re not quite there. Maybe one scrotum that’s split down the middle. Between them is Notto’s front hole.
Rainer gasps as his fingers dip inside with mine. “Wow,” he whispers. I can hear the awe in his voice, and while I can’t see his eyes as he stares at the spot where I’m now slowly moving his fingers in and out of Notto, I can tell that he’s transfixed.
“Your turn,” Keary tells me.
I release Rainer and step away from him. As his attention turns to me, his fingers slip out of Notto, though he gently strokes his cock with his now slick hand. He watches me undress, his eyebrows knitted together.
“What do you want to fuck today?” I ask as I fully shed my clothes. I’m a blank slate right now. I always start out as a blank slate.
He shakes his head, unsure.
I take his hand in mine and bring it to my chest, then I release him, letting him touch me. Waiting to see what he wants. I’m a little surprised when nothing happens. My body tends to react to whatever my lover wants most in the moment.
But nothing is happening.
“You don’t want me?” I ask, trying to interpret what this means.
Rainer meets my eyes. “I want you,” he says. “So much.”
Still nothing happens. “But you have to want something.”
His hand slides around my waist, and he pulls me into him. My heart jumps. That’s the first time he’s specifically made an assertive move, and it’s with me.
“I don’t understand what you need from me,” he says, his lips hovering at the corner of mine.
My body thrums in excitement. “You have to want something specific. Or… just a feeling. Do you want a dick? Do you want a hole? What kind of hole? How big of a dick? Do you want something in between?”
His head tilts to the side. “Drystan, I want whatever you want to give me. You’re absolutely stunningly perfect just like this, so I don’t have a preference.”
My eyes close. If they stay open, the sting in them is going to turn into tears. How can he already overwhelm me with words like that?
Keary, now naked, presses to my back. “I bet you didn’t expect that answer, did you, Drys?” he murmurs in that gentle, loving voice that I’ve only heard on rare occasions before now.
I shake my head. “I don’t know what to do,” I whisper. “Tell me what to do.”
“Not this time, sweetheart.” His hand drops between my legs, rubbing my smooth, featureless skin. There’s zero intent there. No direction at all. “This time, you tell us what you want. How do you want to enjoy our sweet, precious human?”
How did this turn around and become about me?
I don’t answer. My body reacts on its own. Am I receiving input from somewhere? It doesn’t feel like I am. It feels like… For the first time in ages, I’ve been given permission to feed my own wants.
His hand wraps around a growing dick. Growing. Growing.
“Curious,” Notto says, heat filling his voice.
“That’s hot,” Rainer murmurs, and I feel his hand touch me. When I open my eyes, Notto has moved behind Rainer and turned him to face me. His cock lines up with my… cock sleeve? What the hell did I just produce?
Notto’s hand gently strokes Rainer’s cock as he leads his cockhead to the, uh, end of mine. Keary’s hand is wrapped around the base of mythingI created. My breath catches when Rainer’s dick begins to enter mine.
It’s tight. Every inch he sinks inside makes a heat storm that gets hotter and hotter until I’m dripping in sweat. I’ve never felt such thorough pleasure.
“Oh fuck,” Rainer says. One hand grips my hip as his other curls around the back of my neck. He leans his forehead against mine. We remain the dolls while Keary and Notto move us. Rainer’s dick doesn’t stop moving inside me, making every inch of me pulse with pleasure.
