“Ah. I was. Willits ran into someone I used to hook up with from time to time and wanted to know if he’d be crossing a line if he ‘took her for a ride.’” He gives me an amused look. “So, yes, we talked about her for a minute. I’m sorry for making you feel insecure, Shiv. You have nothing to be concerned about. I’m completely invested in you.”
My heart jumps. “You are?”
“With everything in me, yes. I can’t even begin to tell you how much I enjoy and look forward to every single second we spend together. I love to see you waiting for me like such a good fucking omega on your knees, naked, cock ready. I love your trust in me. I love how you fit me, not just your tight little hole on my cock but your body against mine. Ilovehow you submit, knowing that you’re the very opposite of submissive outside of the time we spend together.”
I swallow. No, my heart isnotfluttering like it’s a butterfly. “You like all that.”
“No, Shiv. Iloveall that. I haven’t stopped thinking about you since you stepped foot in my hotel room that night two months ago.” He trails his finger along my jaw. “Do you want to hear what else I love?”
I’m not supposed to be needy. That’s not who I am. Still, I nod because I think I need to hear it.
“I love the way you suck my dick and take comfort from it.” My cheeks heat. Fucking hell. Dasan’s smile widens. “I love that you’ve been so receptive to the rules I put in place without complaint. You wear a chastity device for me without complaining. You let me walk you around the house by your cock without complaint. You’re so damn polite and mindful. You’reso ready to service your alpha however I tell you to. You, sweet man, are aperfectsubmissive omega.”
I take a deep breath and hold it for a minute. “Thank you,” I murmur, then release it slowly.
“I’m proud of the way you’ve grown into this, too. You take everything we talk about and remember it. You remember not to lie to me, even when it’s not something you want to tell me.”
“That’s not something to be proud of me for,” I admit. “I’m afraid of punishment.”
“Good. As you should be. I’m still proud of you for keeping it in mind. I’m not interested in a brat, and you’re not interested in being one. I fuckinglovehow you strive to be as good a boy as you can for me. Do you have any idea how much of a turn-on that is, Shiv? To have your complete obedience, knowing that you want to be good for me?”
I shake my head. That’s arousing?
Dasan’s hand covers mine, and he slides it down his body. I’m surprised to find he’s hard when he wraps my hand around his dick. “So fucking hard for you, sweet omega,” he murmurs.
This time, when my breathing changes, it’s because I can feel his arousal for me. For me!!
“I love how much you want me,” I whisper. My hand slowly moves over his dick, though not in an aggressive way because he hasn’t told me he wants to get off. I just touch him softly.
“More than I’ve ever wanted another soul,” he says, and my breath catches. His hand leaves mine and returns to my head. He brings my mouth to his, kissing me deeply and so thoroughly, I can feel the tingling of his kiss all the way to my toes.
“You feel better now?” he asks.
I nod. “Yes. Thank you for telling me those things.” I pause then add, “Alpha.”
Oh. Look at the way heat flares in his eyes. His nostrils flare too.
“Show me how you prep your hole for me, omega. You’ve been practicing like I told you to, haven’t you?”
Fuck. I nod. It’s embarrassing to toy with my ass all alone. I push myself onto my hands and knees and straddle him backward so Dasan can watch me lube and stretch myself for him. The only way he touches me is to spread my cheeks, giving him a better view.
I’m not one to blush easily, but my cheeks burn the entire time I stick my fingers into my ass. I don’t mind his fingers in my ass, and I sure as hell have no complaints about his dick in my ass, but touching myself? Yep, it’s weird and hasn’t stopped being weird.
“Very good, omega. Put a condom on me. Make me ready for you.”
I do. I’m better versed in putting a condom on his cock while accommodating his barbell now. Our tests came back clear, but we’re still using condoms. A part of me thinks that’s not going to last long though because he likesbreedingme, and I’m not convinced I can be properly bred with a condom—not given what he’s told me about omegas and alphas.
“Now get on my dick. Sink that tight little breeding hole on me, so I can rut into you like an animal.”
Oh god. I turn around and straddle him again, facing him this time. The heat in his expression feels like it can melt my skin. I grip his thick cock and stand him up straight, positioning him at my hole as I begin to sink down.
Right away, the burn of him sends a flood of pleasure through me, making my balls tighten. Fuck, I need to come already.
CHAPTER 17
DASAN
I steponto the ice as Nason Jordan goes careening into Beethoven Morris. It appears as if he’d planned a straight trajectory, but somehow, he ends up spinning. He slides into Morris as if he’s a tripwire, then they’re both on the ice, sliding toward the boards.
