“That’s not how that works,” he deadpans.
“I know. But I did see this syringe thing, not a needle but a needle-like tube, just for this purpose. Just throwing that out there.”
“Thanks for telling me that right now.”
“Sure,” I say and blanket my body over his. His hands are gripping the cushion of the bench tightly. I don’t possess magic aim like he does, so I have my dick in one hand but cover one of his hands with my other and press my mouth to his spine.
“Ready?”
Etna nods.
I press against his hole. My heart races. I can’t believe I’m doing this. With Etna. Taking a deep breath, I remind myself that I need to be the calm one right now. Iwon’thurt this man.
My cockhead slips in and we both inhale. “Okay?” I ask.
Etna nods again. “Yep. I know you have more than that.”
I smile against his back, pressing more kisses to his skin as I slowly, so fucking slowly I might lose my mind, begin to pushinside him with little rocks of my hips. His fingers tense around the cushion. He holds his breath and drops his forehead to the bench.
I can’t imagine \ constantly asking if he’s okay is going to help, so I stop moving and let him catch his breath. I continue to press soft kisses to his spine, his shoulder, his neck. Then let go of my dick and reach around for his.
He’s not as hard as he’d been. I slowly stroke him, trying to give him something else to think about. When his tension starts to relax, I restart my gentle rocks. I think it’s working until his hand suddenly presses against my hip and I back off.
His shoulders are stiff and he’s holding his breath. Nope. We’re not doing this tonight.
Just as carefully as I’d been pushing inside him, I take my dick out. “I’m sorry,” Etna says.
Frowning, I pull at him until he turns around and sits on his sexy ass. “Don’t do that,” I say and straddle his lap. Framing his face with my hands, I press my lips to his. “We don’teverhave to do this, Etna. You understand that, right?”
Etna sighs. “I want to. I can’t tell you how… incredible it feels to be a part of your body. I want to feel that. I want to share that with you.”
I reach for the lube again and make a mess as I ready my own hole haphazardly and then sloppily drop some onto his dick. We adjust so I can slide him inside me. I love that we have sex enough that I don’tneedlengthy prep. Sometimes, like now, I don’t even want it much at all.
The feel of his cock sliding inside me, making room and pressing againstall the fucking places,never ceases to make me catch my breath.
“This,” Etna says, his tongue sliding up my neck as I let my head fall back. “I want you to feel this, and I want to enjoy it like you do.”
I wrap my arms around his head as I sink to his root. “You understand not everyone likes to bottom, right?”
He nods. “I want to like it. Ineedto like it.”
I press a kiss to his head as I lift off him a couple of inches and slide back down. Etna and I groan together.
“I want that too,” I admit. “But I’m not going to be upset at all if this is what we do for the rest of our lives.”
Etna gives me a frustrated grunt. Grinning, I tangle my fingers in his hair and pull his face up. “We’ll try again, but we’re going to spend more time prepping your tight hole.”
“I don’t think it’s my hole that’s the problem,” he says, eyelids hooding.
I grin and press my lips to his. “I promise,” I murmur, “we’ll figure it out. But for now, I’m going to ride you until you bust a nut in me. Maybe we’ll make a baby this time.”
He snorts laughter. “You think so?”
Shrugging, I say, “I’m challenging science.”
With another kiss to his lips, I lean back, planting my hands on the blankets behind me so we’re in a V and his cock in my ass is the fulcrum. Adjusting my legs so my feet are against the bedding under us, I begin fucking myself on his dick. Etna’s hand moves to my cock, and he jerks me in time with my thrusts.
I close my eyes, letting the feeling of pleasure surge through me. Etna’s right. We need to make sure he has a chance to feel this. I want to make him feel this good.
