Hugo gives me a bemused smile that’s so damn adorable. “No. I’m not sure if you’re aware, but I’m a really big boy.” His eyes drop to his crotch. “Down there. Underwear don’t fit right. They’re really uncomfortable and restricting when you’re… big.”
Nope. I’m not red all over. I shake my head. “It’s fine. I don’t mind.”
“Really?” he asks, a smile on his face even as he tilts his head in response.
I shake my head again. “No. It’s fine.”
“Even cuddling?”
Fuck. I adjust myself so he can’t see how hard I am. “Yes. It’s fine. I just…” Chewing my lip, I’m not sure how to bring up my predicament.
Hugo grins. “I felt your cock hard,” he tells me slyly. “It’s fine. Doesn’t bother me at all.”
Nope,stillnot reading into that. I just nod and focus on brushing my teeth. They must be spotless by now.
I strip from my clothes in the bathroom, leaving me in my briefs. So. Damn. Hard. God this is going to be embarrassing. Flicking off the light, I step into the bedroom and climb into bed. Hugo is right behind me, and I can feel his body heat.
As soon as I lay down, he drops on top of me. Oh fuck. Ohfuckohfuckohfuck.
The leg he lets fall between mine curls up, forcing me to bend my knee. It brings us flush, pressing our cocks against each other. I’m almost trembling because I swear, his monster dick is semi hard right now.
“Why are you holding your breath? Am I too heavy?”
He begins to roll away, but I dig my fingers into his back quickly. “No. Stay. Please.”
Hugo sighs and snuggles in further. Jesus, I’m going to come just like this. My heart is racing. There’s no way he doesn’t feel it.
We suddenly roll and I yelp for the second time in his presence. He laughs as my body drapes over his. It’s not at all awkward when both my legs fall on either side of his hips so I’m straddling his big dick. Mine—hard and aching—pressed against his.
“Oh, my god,” I murmur, pressing my hot face into his chest and trying to remain perfectly still.
“I’ve never had a guy on me before,” Hugo muses. His fingers trail down my spine and I try desperately not to shiver. Over my ass cheeks. Down my thighs to rest at my knees.
Hugo sighs deeply. “Exactly perfect,” he says with a sigh.
Swallowing, I concentrate on calming my heart first and foremost. I’m absolutely horrified that he can feel how horny I am right now. But Hugo is completely relaxed, even with his cock pressed to mine. I’m more confident now than I was before that he’s at least slightly hard. Knowing that doesn’t bode well for calming my heart, though. Or my libido.
“Goodnight, Torin,” he murmurs as his fingers brush along my knees.
“Goodnight, Hugo,” I whisper. “This really is perfect.”
“Mm-hmm,” he says, already partially asleep. But his fingers don’t stop absently stroking my skin.
Slowly, gently, softly. It’s so soothing that I eventually do relax until my body is limp on his. I press my face into his neck, feel his heartbeat against mine. I’ve never been like this with anyone. Ever.
There’s no wonder that my heart is convinced this man is simply it for me. Every little—and enormous—thing about him is just… everything. I want this forever.
But I’ll have to settle for just tonight.
Chapter Eleven
HUGO
The buzzer sounds.Not the short buzzer to announce we’ve made a goal, but the long one signaling the end of the game. I glance up at the score. 5-4. We won. I thought we were ahead, but we’d been battling it out in our zone for the last few minutes and I was solely concentrating on making sure the puck didn’t get too close to Winny.
Grinning, I spin around until I can find Torin-as-Surry the Seal. We’ve been together for more than twenty-four hours now. He spent the night last night and we woke up together.
Of course, we did. That’s what happens when you spend the night somewhere. There was something surreal about it. Like… I couldn’t believe it was my life.
