“Lo,” he gasps.
I’m not sure if he’s trying to push me away or pull me closer. My head falls back as I release my load. I rub myself nearly raw until I’m done and then collapse on top of him.
We lay there silent for several minutes until I feel his fingers reach between us. I expect him to rub my cum into one of us, but instead, he brings his fingers to his mouth. I groan and close my eyes. Jesus.
“We’re going to need to wash this off,” I say, breathless. “Then we can start again.”
Caulder’s arm comes around me and he holds me there. “Not right now. I’m boneless.”
“Not to be crude or anything, but I’ll stick a bone in you if you like.”
“That’s not even original, Lo. Besides, youjustgot off. Iknowyou’re going to need a minute. By then, my bones will be back online.”
I sigh. “Fine. We can save fucking for tonight.”
Caulder doesn’t answer but his fingers dig into my shoulder. Maybe he’ll really scratch me up. I’d love to go home wearing his claw marks.
CHAPTER 15
CAULDER
My ass twinges.I’m relieved Lo didn’t try for sex. Though he fingered me again as soon as we finished showering, and fuck if I didn’t come like a fucking faucet.
It made me brave enough to do the same to him. I wanted to see if it made him feel as good as it did me. In case anyone is wondering, yes it did. Lo enjoys being fingered.
As we’re washing in the shower for—what, the eighth time?—I ask, “Do you normally top or bottom? I can’t get a read on you.”
Lo laughs as he turns his face up into the water. “Honestly, I don’t have a preference. It kind of changes depending on who I’m hooking up with.” He pulls me against him and his fingers dip between my ass cheeks to brush my hole. I flush. “I really want to bury myself in your ass, but I’m just as happy to ride your dick if you prefer not to.”
I don’t answer. I’m not sure I have an answer right now.
He smirks, his usual, casual, sexy smirk. “You don’t need to decide now, Caulder. We’ll talk about it tonight. See where you’re at. I really don’t have a preference, so I’m good with either.”
Lo’s good with either. What if I’m not ready for either?
His mouth covers mine and for a minute, he kisses me under the water. “Where’d you go just now?” he asks.
“What?”
He chuckles. “You got very quiet and serious. What happened? I mean it, I don’t care about being top or bottom. I’m good either way.”
I nod and force a smile. “Kay.”
He’s not convinced. Sighing, I wrap my arms around his waist and align our dicks. Can you believe those fuckers are already chubbing again?
“It’s fine. We’ll talk about it later. I don’t have an answer for you right now. That’s all.”
Lo studies me. Staring into my eyes and then my entire face. “You know there’s no pressure at all, right?” he asks, the perceptive fucker. “You can say no to both, and we can continue to fuck around. I think we’ve proven that we’re quite good at finding ways to orgasm without penetration.”
My cheeks flush and I dip my head. “Yeah, I know.”
He kisses along my jaw until he reaches my ear and sucks on my lobe for a minute. “This weekend is about not having to hide and the freedom that brings us,” he says. His arms around me lose all sexual pretense as he hugs me. “It’s not about fucking, even if that’s what we’ve made it about. I’m stupidly relieved to come back here in the evenings and not have to pretend with you. I might miss the orgasms, but if that’s what you’d rather do—just sit in peace knowing you don’t have to pretend—we can do that, Caulder.”
I sigh, a smile falling into place. “Thanks. I appreciate that.”
“I didn’t mean to put pressure on you.”
“No, no. You didn’t. Don’t think that. Sex is a… touchy subject. But it’s fine.”
