“Lo,” Caulder groans.
Reaching under him, I pull his hand away from his dick and take over. Stroking him slowly. Rubbing my thumb over his slit. So good. Sexy. The quiet little sounds he makes as I push his cheek aside and drive in deeper, pistoning my tongue into his hole and listening to him moan.
I pull my face away and urge him onto his side. Dropping my mouth to his cock, I press a finger into his hole, using my spit dripping from him to allow me to glide inside.
His hands drop to my head, gripping my hair in fists. I love how hard this man is for me. Always so hard.
Before I push in a second finger, I fumble blindly for the lube, not wanting to take my mouth off his cock. I bring him deeper, listening to his sounds of pleasure. Feeling the way his hips roll.
When I push a second finger to his hole, Caulder says, “Wait,” and pushes me off him. I pick my head up, letting his cock fall from my mouth with an audiblepop.“I want sex.”
Grinning, I say, “That’s what we’re doing. I’m not sure what you’re doing, but I’m definitely doing that.”
He laughs breathlessly. “No, I mean… I’m ready. But… I think I want to top first. If that’s okay. If you want to.”
My heart stills at his words. Oh. OH! I lick my lips, nodding. “Yes, definitely.” I move up his body until I can kiss him. Caulder groans. I swear his entire body comes to life as he rolls against me.
“Condom?” I ask.
He nods, eyes darting up to the night stand. “Yeah. It’s a new box.”
“Because you recently ran out?” I tease as I crawl over him to stretch for the drawer.
I can practically hear his eyes roll. “No. Because… I kind of thought… I’d want to do this at some point. With you.”
Finding the box, I hurry to bring it back with me, leaving the drawer open, so I can seal my mouth over his to quiet his shyness. His cheeks are burning.
“I love you,” I tell him, keeping my mouth against his. “But so you know, I have some with me too. Just in case.”
“You always brought some?” he asks.
I nod, biting his bottom lip gently. “Yep. I’m a safe fucker.”
Caulder rolls his eyes.
“I enjoyed hooking up,” I tell him as I open the box of condoms, keeping my mouth against him. “I wasn’t living my best whoring life because I’m far too cautious for that, but I’m definitely always on the safe side and bring my own protection.”
“I see,” he says.
With a condom freed, I set it on his chest and reach for the lube. I’ve played with Caulder’s hole many times now, but I’ve always taken him as being too shy to touch me. Even though he has no problem gripping my ass. He likes my ass.
His hand closes around my wrist. “Can I?”
Grinning, I nod and move from between his legs until I’m straddling his stomach so he can reach around me. I guide his fingers to me and then let him explore. Which is truly what he’s doing as opposed to stretching me for him. His gaze doesn’t leave mine and I swear, there’s wonder in his expression.
I stop him when he gets to pushing a third finger in and move his hand away. “I like the burn, babe. I want to feel your dick as it makes room inside me.”
A shudder races through his body as I scoot back again and roll the condom onto his cock. I lube him and then meet his eyes. “How do you want me?”
The heat in his eyes bleeds into his face. I can feel his desire as he sits up, mouth meeting mine in a rushed kiss.
“I want to be vanilla this time,” he says as he pushes me backward and crawls on top of me. “So I can kiss you and see your face.”
I nod as he moves over me. His blue eyes stare into mine intently as he lines up his cock with my entrance. I feel the blunt, slick crown press against my hole and my breath catches. My fingers glide along his ribs.
Caulder swallows, takes his lower lip between his teeth, and pushes his body forward. I relax beneath him, letting my muscles slacken while I bear down so he can push inside. His cockhead enters and he pauses.
“Okay?”
