‘Yes,’ was all I could gasp out. He grinned, definitely enjoying making me squirm. I exhaled shakily as he slipped his fingertips under my underwear and gently pulled my knickers down my thighs and legs, before tossing them aside. Then he let himself look at me, his eyes taking in my body from head to toe. I watched his gaze, feeling heated as he drank me in greedily as if I was the best thing he had ever looked at.
‘God, Daisy, do you have any idea how sexy you are? So unbelievingly hot. I can’t take my eyes off of you,’ he said gruffly but with such passion, I had to believe that was what he really did think of me.
‘Blake, you’re driving me crazy,’ I admitted, my body tingling with wanting him to touch me more. I squirmed on the blanket again, wishing he would speed up just a little bit.
He stroked down my leg, lingering on my inner thigh as I trembled again. He stroked down one leg and then the other. ‘So soft,’ he whispered before he moved one hand back up my leg, moving so slowly, I was practically panting with want when he reached my inner thigh again. ‘Do you want me touch you, Daisy?’
‘Please,’ I almost begged him now. Blake’s touch was exactly what I both wanted and needed.
‘Good girl,’ Blake said, placing one hand on my stomach and then with the other, he gently stroked me, watching my reaction as he hovered above me on the blanket. I gasped when he found the exact spot where I ached for his touch. He was soft and gentle to start and then he applied more pressure.
I let out a moan, biting my lip self-consciously.
‘Don’t ever stop yourself from enjoying this,’ Blake said.
I let go of my lip and our eyes locked.
‘Hmm,’ he encouraged me. ‘Is this okay?’
I nodded but when he raised an eyebrow, I knew he wanted more. Needed more. ‘Yes, just like that,’ I whispered as he touched me. My right hand clutched the blanket as he hit the right spot over and over again, causing heat to pool in the pit of my stomach as I moaned my appreciation.
‘Are you close?’ he asked me then. I could only nod. He bent his head down and I gasped when his mouth found me. His tongue took over from his fingertips as they slid inside me instead.
‘Oh my God,’ I breathed as I reached out and ran my hand through his hair between my legs. ‘Blake,’ I cried, feeling free to enjoy this as much as possible. I basked in his attention. Pleasure rolled over me and pulled me under like the best possible wave. My muscles tightened everywhere while I lost all control. ‘I’m going to…’ and then I cried out as I hit my peak, letting out a loud moan that echoed around the dark, still farm. Collapsing back on the blanket, my body throbbed with aftershocks of delight.
Blake leaned down to kiss me gently on the lips, stroking back my hair that had gone wild from my wriggling under him. ‘Was that okay, gorgeous?’ he asked.
I stared at him in wonder. ‘Okay? Jesus, Blake, I don’t think I’ve ever come like that,’ I choked out breathlessly, still a bit dazed by how he had treated my body. I tried to think about a night like that with Henry, searching for a memory just as electric as that had just been with Henry but I came up blank. We’d never had that kind of passion. He’d never been as tender or as focused as Blake had been on me, like we were the only two people in the world. Just us.
I’d never been as focused before either. My mind had always wandered. I had still worried, still been anxious, not fully relaxed. I hadn’t been swept up or carried away, but Blake had taken me completely out of myself in the best possible way.
I leaned in and gave him a long and lingering kiss. When I leaned back, he was the one who was breathless. I smiled. ‘Can I touch you now?’ I asked, raising an eyebrow playfully.
‘I might die if you don’t,’ he replied huskily.
I reached for the buttons of his shorts, feeling how turned on he was by what had just happened, which made me feel eager to make him feel as good as he’d made me feel. Blake pulled me to him and we kissed again, our tongues crashing together as the passion just kept on burning. I reached down to stroke him through his boxers, making him gasp this time. ‘Should we…?’ I trailed off, unsure what he wanted.
‘We have plenty of time,’ Blake replied. ‘I don’t have a condom out here and right now, I don’t want you to stop for me to go and get one.’
I pulled his boxers down and added them to the pile of my underwear.
My body buzzed at him saying we had plenty of time. That this wasn’t a one-moment thing. That he wanted more like I did. I touched him and thought about how good it would feel for him to be inside me. Then I slid down in between his legs, making his breath hitch in anticipation. I smiled as Blake moaned out my name as my mouth took over from my hand and I realised I’d never enjoyed doing this as much as I was right now.
29
I opened one eye and blinked as the early-dawn light streamed down on me. I groaned. My whole body felt stiff. I opened my other eye.
‘Oh,’ I said as I looked at Blake’s face next to me, his eyes still closed, his chest rising and falling with his even breaths. I squinted and realised we were still outside on the blanket. No wonder my body ached. We must have fallen asleep after we’d finished kissing and touching. We’d slept on the grass with just a blanket. Blake’s arm was draped across me and it felt strong and safe. But this definitely wasn’t at all comfortable.
‘Blake?’ I reached out to touch his arm. ‘The sun is rising,’ I said softly, wondering when Willow and Dylan might come back to the farm and thinking about all the things we’d have to do before they did. All the morning chores. Plus we’d both need hot showers after sleeping outside. And I needed coffee if I was going to be capable of doing any of those things. ‘We need to get up.’
Blake shifted beside me and groaned. He opened his eyes. ‘You’re still here with me,’ he mumbled, half-asleep.
‘Yeah, we fell asleep out here.’ I watched as his eyes drifted shut again. ‘No, Blake, we need to wake up,’ I said, louder this time, and I nudged him again.
He responded by pulling me towards him and pressing his lips against mine. I couldn’t help but melt into him and I kissed him back, my lips tingling from all the kisses last night. ‘Hmm, good morning,’ he said when he opened his eyes and took me in properly. ‘It’s nice to wake up with you.’
‘You too, although I’m kind of concerned how our backs and necks are going to feel when we get up off the ground.’
