“Good, I don’t want you to.” I laugh.
“Hey, fair is fair. You got to see pictures of a buck-toothed, pimple-sporting me.”
I sigh. “It was well worth it.”
He gives me a playful shove. I reach out and grab his hand to steady myself, then he threads his fingers through mine, placing them on his lap. Best feeling in the world.
“You’re worth it, you know.”
Tears fill my eyes. “I’m trying to be.”
Olly grabs my chin between this thumb and forefinger and turns me to look at him. A single tear falls.
“You are so fucking worth it, Jasper.”
His lips crash down on me, and I feel every fucking single emotion barreling through my heart. Hope, fear… and love.There’s that fucking word again.I’m left breathless, my chest heaving, my forehead resting on his.
“I don’t deserve this life I have.”
“Jasper, you deserve every bit of this life.”
“There were kids way worse off in the system. He should have saved them. I had it easy. Nobody ever abused me. If anything, when I got older, I was just their built-in babysitter.”
“I will tell you the same thing I said about Mazie. Every kid deserves to be loved. Everyone from a baby to a sixteen-year-old boy who made himself emotionless because, that way, never feeling love doesn’t hurtso much.”
I see Jacob clued Olly in while they were drooling over kitchen appliances.
“Jasper, now that I know who you are, your daredevil actions make sense. I see it differently. I can’t believe I’m saying this, but you jumping out of an airplane makes me proud. You’re allowing yourself to feel when, for so long, you didn’t. Now, if you could pick some activities that don’t involve imminent peril, that would be great.”
“I can think of a few mutually beneficial activities that involve feeling lots of things.” I laugh.
“So can I.” Olly kisses me, hard and deep. “Now, take me home Jasper because I’m about to do wicked things to you and I’m pretty sure Mr. Brewer would not approve.”
Assoonasthedoor closes behind me, I push Olly up against it. I may be smaller than him, but the lust building inside gives me superpowers.
“I need you, Olly.”
His hands slide around my waist and down to my ass cheeks, cupping them with a squeeze before picking me up and spinning us around, his hard body pressing me up against the door.Oh, maybe he has superpowers too.
“You have me Jasper. You’ve always had me. And tonight I want to show every inch of your body how worthy you are.” The sweet things he says to me.
Olly presses his hips into me. The feeling of his hard cock makes my head roll back against the door with a thud and a whimper. He takes advantage, sucking my neck, as I dig my heels into his back, wanting to feel more.
What Idofeel is my leg hitting the small table, followed by the sound of something shattering.
“Fuck sorry.” I look down, seeing a ceramic bowl in pieces on the floor.
“Don’t care, worth it. Always worth it.”
“You have to stop saying nice things to me. I’ll develop a complex.”
Olly spins us around, knocking into a shelf on the wall. He lets out a grunt, and then a crack echoes as something else hits the wooden floor.
“You really need to invest in carpet.”
“Noted.”
“And were thosethecock-and-balls, salt and pepper shakers?” I ask, seeing it shatter out of the corner of my eye.
