Finn: Yay! I’m still employed!
Spencer: Yay!
Spencer: Meme of David Rose clapping.
Finn: Meme of David Rose saying “thank you very much.”
A laugh bubbles out of me.
Finn: What can I do to get you to join us? We could celebrate you finishing school.
Spencer: Funny you should ask. I’m heading there with Jules and Alex.
Spencer: Meet you there?
Finn: Perfect. See you soon.
Oh, fuck! I was already stressing about what to wear. Now, I’m freaking the fuck out. Just as I’m about to hit full panic, there is a sharp knock and my door swings open.
“We are here and I brought wine,” yells Jules, heading straight for the kitchen.
Alex, meanwhile, heads towards me, flinging himself down on my bed.
“Spill it,” he says with his head resting in his hands, and his feet kicking behind him like a school kid.
“Don’t you dare. Wait for me.” Jules is walking cautiously, carrying three glasses of wine. When Jules gives me my glass, I take a mouthful because I’m going to need it.
“So how was dinner?” Jules says before she sees the panic set in my eyes.
“Whoa, what’s going on?”
Getting up, I pace the floor and toss her my phone.
“Finn texted.”
Jules and Alex are immediately suction cupped together, trying to read the messages. They both go awww, laugh and then squeal. When their heads turn back to me, I stop pacing and throw my hands up in the air.
“What am I going to wear?” I say with honest desperation in my voice.
Jules gets up and heads to my closet.
“Something sexy, that’s for damn sure!” she says as she flips through my clothes.
“Oh, I know,” Alex says. “Something dark, sexy and tight.” Which is the complete opposite of his present outfit. Loose white jeans, and a black shirt with a white Atari symbol on the front. His thick black glasses pull everything together in a very Alex way.
Choosing, I tug on my tight, black, ripped, skinny jeans… because you know, the ass. Pushing Jules aside, I pull on my red silk shirt and black lace see through top.
“You look hot,” Jules says, and Alex frantically nods his head.
I’m feeling myself in this outfit, that's for sure.
I want to feel sexy tonight. It’s a battle to let myself go there and be fearless in public wearing my outfits and makeup. I’ll have my friends with me so that makes it easier.
And I don’t know if it’s society or what, but just because I’m a virgin does not mean that I can’t be sexy. I consider myself a very sexual person in my own body. I’m not scared of sex, per se, just people like Blake who can ruin it.God, I need to wipe him from my brain.
“Finn kissed me,” I exclaim out as they both gawk at me with huge eyes and mouths hung open.That should do it.
“Twice.”
