“A few times, but not with anybody else,” I admit. “It takes a while to open up enough to take something that big. Most guys would rather just use their dicks.”
Ran chuckles. “Impatient fuckers. Their loss.” He pushes his glasses up on top of his head and zooms in, holding the phone close to his face.
I bury my face in my hands with a groan. “Don’t do that.”
“Why not? I think it’s sexy.”
I peek out at him from between my fingers. “You do? Why?”
“I don’t know. It just is.” He shrugs and gives me a sort of bashful smile. “I’d love to see you take something big like that.”
A surge of arousal overrides my embarrassment. My dick twitches. “Sure, Stud. You pick the toy. Or you can start with a couple of fingers and see how far you get.”
“You mean like…” His eyes go dark with lust. “You’d want my whole fist inside of you?”
I nod. “It’s something I’ve always wanted to try.”
“Fuck,” he mutters. From the way he shifts, I’m guessing his dick just got rock-hard under the covers. Mine definitely did. “That’s so damn hot.”
I’m not embarrassed anymore. “You’ll definitely like the next pic, then,” I tell him.
He swipes and immediately groans in appreciation. “Was this right after you took that toy out?”
“Yeah.” My hole is gaped open, my swollen, lube-slicked rim loose and pouting. The image brings back the memory of the sensation. “It was such a huge turn-on,” I say. “I remember thinking how good it would feel to do that with somebody else. And wishing I could find a guy I trusted who would use me like that.”
Ran doesn’t look up from the photo. “Go get the lube that’s in my shaving kit on the dresser and bring it over.”
Something about the way he says it —telling, notaskingme —and dropping the niceties ofpleaseandthank yousends a charge through me. “I like it when you’re kind of bossy. I like doing stuff for you,” I mumble as I get up and obey him.
“I know.” Ran flashes me a mischievous smirk as he navigates to the written part of the profile.
“See, this site makes it easy,” I point at the screen. “They’ve got this long checklist where you can mark yes, no or maybe on all kinds of kinks.”
“Huh.” Ran scrolls down. His eyebrows rise again. “Watersports?”
Shit. I’d been stupidly, unrealistically hoping Ran would somehow just manage to miss that. “It’s not —I’ve never tried it,” I confess. “I think it sounds hot. But don’t worry,” I rush to reassure him. “I won’t be upset if it stays a fantasy.”
“Oh.”Did Ran just sounddisappointed?I must have imagined it.
“What were you interested in trying?” My mouth drops open in shock as he continues. “Honestly, it’s come up a few times when I’ve been researching online and I —”
I interrupt him. “Researching? For what?”
Ran snorts out a laugh. “Foryou.” Something in my belly flutters as he continues. “I told you — I didn’t really know much about kinks. I’ve been trying to learn because you said it was important to you. And becauseIlike it, too.”
“Would you really…” I trail off.
Ran locks eyes with me. Reaching down, he wraps a warm hand around my cock. “Yeah, I would. What’s making this big dick so hard, baby?” He starts stroking me until I make a low sound of arousal. “Tell me what kind of piss play you’d like.”
“I’d let you do it however you’d want.” It feels like a confession.
“I know you would.” He gives me a cocky grin, making my dick throb in his hand. “But what doyouwant?”
“Anywhere. Everywhere,” I blurt out before self-consciousness can silence me. “And make me beg for it,” I add in a whisper.
A dark heat grows in Ran’s eyes. “Yeah? You want to beg me to piss on you? Make you filthy?” he asks as he leisurely jerks me off.
“Maybe one of these days, I’ll piss all over that locked-up dick. Or right in your pretty face. You gonna beg for the privilegeof licking my cock clean afterwards? Bet you’d drench your panties at the thought of getting a taste.”
