Oh.
I held still for a beat. He was pissed.
I lifted a hand to cup the side of his face. “No. Eight. I was wondering if this is normal? How it is between you and me.” I shifted on his lap, putting some space between us. His hand remained on my throat, but his other rested on my thigh. “I’ve always heard that when a girl loses her virginity, it’s sometimes not the greatest experience. You know?” My neck got hot. Of course, he wouldn’t know. “Never mind.”
His hand tightened as he pulled me back to him.
I rested my hands against his chest.
He didn’t stop until my mouth grazed over his, and he said, “I’m aware that I can’t give you a lot of experiences that others will have in their lives. I won’t apologize for that. You made your decision last night, and Iknowyou. You are thoughtful and methodical. You are not impulsive. You made a choice last night, and you chose me. To answer your question, does it matter? I have no intention of letting you find out for yourself. If you touch another man—”
I jerked away. “You’ll what?”
He stared at me for a moment before he flipped us. Suddenly I was on my back and he was over me. His hand slid down my throat, pressing against my chest. He was coiled tight. All six three of him, as his hips bore down against mine.
“I’m waiting.” I jerked my head up, almost butting against his. “You’ll what, Creighton?”
His eyes were narrowed to slits. “I will gut any man who touches you. If he looks at you, I’ll put him in a coma. If they think about what it’s like to touch what is mine, I will make them regret it. Each.” He growled. “And every single man because you are mine.”
God. Fuck him.
That should’ve made me cold, but it had the opposite effect.
I wanted him all over again. My legs wrapped around his waist, pinning him to me. This wasn’t smart. I knew that. Further giving into this hold he had over me, I was beyond caring.
I shoved at his shirt, panting. “Off.Now.”
He yanked his shirt off and tore at his sweatshirt on me.
As soon as both were off, he shoved his hand inside of my leggings, his hand finding my clit.
He breathed deep against my mouth before a groan tore from him. His mouth fell to my throat.
He was circling me before rubbing against my clit. “Are you sore?”
He lifted his head, beginning to pull his hand out.
I caught it and shoved it back. “I can handle it. Not the full throttle, but you know.” I pressed his hand back between my legs to make sure he got my point.
His eyes darkened and he circled around my clit. “You’re wet. That’s for me. Isn’t it?”
I was a wreck.
He saw me. He saw it all, and a cold triumphant look flared in his eyes before his mouth lowered to my ear. He said there, rough, as his hand moved back between my legs, “You don’t know what you just gave me. This is mine, isn’t it?” Two of his fingers slid inside of me. “This pussy.”
I gasped, reaching for his wrist. Wrapping my fingers around him, I held on, but I didn’t pull him out.
“But don’t worry because I will treat you well. I’ll make you moan and scream. I’ll make you beg me to let you come as I draw out every climax that I’ll give you. I’ll give youso many. Your body already knows who it belongs to, doesn’t it? You’re going to just see me and your legs will weaken. How does that sound?”
He was plunging inside of me. It felt so good.Sooogood.
I knew the answer to my original question. I knew it in the back of my mind. This wasn’t normal. This was because it was Creighton andonly Creighton, and I opened my eyes, seeing him through the blur of what he was doing to my body.
He lifted his head, watching me back. His eyes were so dark and vast. A void was there, but I reached up, touching my fingertips to his cheek because that was my void now. All mine.
I was letting out a new monster, one I’d never seen before, but I couldn’t think about that now. Not as he was wrecking my body with the type of pleasure that I knew was wrong to feel this good.
I exploded, my body arching up against him, and I cried out from the intensity of my release. It hit me hard, pounding through me.
