“Ohhh.” She cried out as I thrust hard and powerfully into her. She tried pulling her leg down, but I gripped it so hard, pressing my thumb into the back of her thigh to keep it up. Chanel tried flipping and flopping like a fish out of water, but I wasn’t letting her little ass get away. I needed to be deep in her ocean.
I slid my free hand up her abdomen and toyed with the belly ring that she normally kept hidden by high waisted pants or a skirt.
I slid out of her and took another nipple in my mouth. This time, I took my time with it and flipped the captive bead ring in her nipple with my tongue. I tugged it with my teeth lightly at first and kept applying pressure until her eyes closed, and she hissed as her back arched.
She looped my hair around her fist. “You like my CBRs?”
“I love how they make you react,” I explained, gripping her neck and squeezing.
“If you’re going to do all this kinky shit, do it while you’re buried inside of me, Ash.”
“You ain’t said nothing but a word, ma,” I replied, sliding inside of her.
She clenched around me and squeezed even tighter as I squeezed her neck and leaned down once more to toy with her CBR.
“Ohh, fuck! You’re gonna make me cum, Ash.”
I thrust deep inside of her until she slid her legs around my back and lifted her ass off the bed. I released her neck and rubbed her clitoris softly and slowly and then sped up. I alternated speeds and then slid a finger inside of her pussy with my dick as I slowly rocked into her.
“Ashton!” Her voice was a high-pitched wail as her eyes bucked, and her mouth went slack. I kept the movements up, even as I lowered my head to take her other CBR into my mouth to toy with it before I sucked her breath away.
She cried, and tears fell from underneath her closed lids. The minute she released on me, I moved back slightly, flipped her onto her belly, and gripped her arms behind her back. She scooted back just enough for her feet to dangle over the side of the bed. I kicked her legs apart and drove into her again.
My movements were fast and sharp as I swept across her walls. She could barely catch her breath as I basked in the silken confines of her folds. When I finally bust a nut and released her arms, I smirked as she collapsed onto the bed and immediately fell asleep again. I headed into the bathroom, grabbed a washcloth, and cleaned myself before I returned and did the same to her. She barely moved as I cleaned her up, and I knew her little ass was tired. I decided to spend the rest of the night in bed with her so that she would feel secure, and I could chase away the bad dreams.
It wasn’t until I was drifting off into sleep that I realized we hadn’t bothered with protection, nor had we talked about our statuses.
I stretchedand yawned as the sun hit me in the face through a little slit in the blackout curtains. I recalled that Ashton had come in here with me during the night, because I had a bad dream. He had sexed my body so thoroughly and deeply that every need I wanted satiated had been completely taken care of.
When I looked at the foot of the bed, Titan lay there faithfully on the floor. I smirked. Ashton must have let him back inside at some point during the night, because he had kicked him out last night. He must have also been the one to peer out the curtains, because they had been completely closed when I went to bed last night.
“Hey, boy.” I greeted Titan sleepily as I climbed out of bed. My vagina, while not exactly sore, did feel as if it had beenworked over. I walked into the bathroom. “Not now. I’ll be out in a minute,” I stated and closed the door on the intrusive, nosy Titan.
Adjusting the shower temperature, I thought about Ashton. I felt bad, because he had been very clear in the beginning that he was married. While he wasn’t anymore, it hadn’t even been a good two weeks since he’d been divorced, and I had instantly used an emotional situation to jump the man’s bones.
I wasn’t trying to take advantage of him, but I could see how it might look that way. That was probably why he wasn’t in the bed with me this morning. I knew that he had stayed most of the night because I recalled how good his arms felt around me.
There had been one point when I needed to get up to pee, and he had tightened his grip around me. I had to pry myself from his arms, kiss his lips, and promise that I would be right back before he released me.
That was odd, because I didn’t spend the night with men, and they didn’t spend the night with me. I had kicked Collier out of the house and sent him back home, no matter how late it was. Feeling a man holding me in his arms had become such a strange anomaly, I wasn’t sure what to make of allowing Ashton to do it.
The last man who held me through the night had been my husband. There was something intimately familiar and personal about that gesture that I couldn’t allow myself to share that experience with another man. I didn’t want to become attached to anyone. I was afraid that I might break their heart when they learned the truth about me. It was bad enough that I had gone through it with Darius; I definitely couldn’t do it with another man—and yet, here I was.
When I finished showering and dressing, I went off in search of Ashton, following Titan’s lead. He immediately knew where his owner was as he led me past the kitchen.
“Wait, Titan,” I called out, thinking that Ashton might be in there. He wasn’t in the kitchen or the breakfast room, but there were pancakes, bacon, and scrambled eggs waiting there for me.
Before I ate, I needed to speak with him, so I resumed following Titan’s lead, who led me to the heated indoor pool. Ashton was so deep into swimming laps that he didn’t notice Titan’s or my presence until after he had swum a few laps.
When he finally noticed me, he climbed out of the pool and came over.
“Hey, Chanel.”
“Good morning, Ashton.”
“Listen, I want to apologize for taking advantage of you last night. I came in there to check on you after I heard Titan whimpering. You looked asleep, so I turned to leave, but then you started whimpering, and I realized you were having a bad dream. That’s when I realized he was mimicking you.”
I smiled at Titan and rubbed his head. “You’re such a good boy, Titan. Thanks for protecting me, baby.” I looked at Ashton again. “You didn’t take advantage of me, Ashton. I came to apologize to you for the same reason. You were very clear on your feelings about becoming involved with anyone. Your divorce is brand-new, and I . . .well, I have no excuse except that I wanted you, and nothing else mattered last night. I’m sorry. But it wasn’t you who took advantage of me. It was the other way around. I promise that nothing like that will happen again. I’m sorry.”
