“Only as a last resort. When all hope is lost. Pinky promise?”
Maddy burst out laughing but twisted her pinky around mine. “Sure.”
Ten minutes later, with the lights out, I could hear Maddy’s breathing slip into deep, steady breaths of sleep. No amount of planning could erase my worry. It would hover over me until all this played out one way or another. Maddy shouldn’t have to be a part of this war at all. It was horseshit that her whole world had been turned upside down. And the fact that she might be our last hope to win was terrifying. There was no way to know what the end held. We were going into this blind.
As I slipped off into my own world of dreams, I realized I’d never talked to Maddy about her going into heat. My eyes drifted shut, and I told myself it would be fine to wait until the next day.
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MADDY
Darkness and heat. I couldn’t tell where I was, but the heat was scorching. Hands were all over me, caressing my skin—four, five, maybe six pairs of hands. A cascade of groping, caressing fingers trailing across my breasts, through my hair, and slipping between my legs. I groaned in pleasure. When I finally opened my eyes, it was Nico, but a half-dozen of him. Multiple versions, all naked and exploring my body. One of them lowered their face to my pussy?—
A blink and I was in a bathtub. The water was scalding; sweat trickled down my cheeks. I rested my head on the edge of the tub. A cock slid into me. Gasping, I looked down and saw no one. The feeling was there. It was like I was being fucked by a ghost. I spread my legs wider, letting it have its way with me. All I could think of was my desire. The water sloshed over the rim of the tub as I was taken roughly. I wanted to come, but?—
A blink and I was in bed with Nico, his eyes closed, breathing deeply. A hunger unlike anything I’d ever known enveloped me. I didn’t just want him. I needed him. Like I was going to starve if I didn’t have him. I ripped his underweardown and slid his cock into my mouth, shoving my fingers into my pussy at the same time. He sat up, gasping, and looked into my eyes. “Maddy?”
“Maddy? Maddy? Wake up.”
With a startled grunt, my eyes sprang open. I was covered in a cold sweat, and my hand was in my panties, two fingers inside my pussy. It had been a dream? No, not entirely, because I was still horny. I’d never been so turned on in my life. My clit was swollen and throbbing under my fingers.
Nico knelt over me, checking to see if I was okay. “Maddy? Was it a nightm—” He sniffed the air twice, and his eyes widened. “Oh, shit.”
Before he could say anything else, I was on him. Tearing—literally tearing—his underwear off. The fabric ripped away, and exactly like in my dream, I had him in my mouth in a millisecond. I swallowed him until his tip reached the back of my throat. Nico grunted with surprise but then moaned as I slid my lips up and down his shaft; my pussy was so wet, my arousal dripped down my thighs. Another surge of heat burst within me, and I felt like I was in a sauna.
Pulling his cock from my mouth, I looked into his eyes. “Fuck me,” I growled.
There was hesitation in his eyes, but I had him. His delay lasted only an instant before he flipped me on my back. Smiling with satisfaction, I wiped away the sweat that sheened my body. Nico yanked my panties off, and a second later, he buried his cock inside me.
“God, yes,” I murmured as his glorious length slid in and filled me.
He ground his hips against my body, rocking inside me. I ran my hands through his hair and across his chest. Sex had never been so good. Ever. A myriad of thoughts spun through my head. I wanted him in every way I could think of. I wanted him tofuck my pussy, my mouth, my ass. I wanted him to pull my hair and ride me until his balls were empty, and then I wanted more. What the fuck had gotten into me?
Desire urged me on. I raised my hips again and again, fucking him from below. Nico lowered his face to my chest, taking a nipple into his mouth. The sensation made my eyes roll back in my head. I wrapped my legs around his waist and flexed my thighs, pulling him as deep as he could go. It was like I couldn’t be satisfied—like nothing was enough.
“Fuck me. Fuck me hard, Nico,” I murmured into his ear.
“Oh God,” he moaned as he slammed into me.
A smile formed on my lips as his body crashed into me. Our sweaty flesh clapped together with each thrust. My orgasm came fast and hard. A quick buildup that exploded like a bomb, surprising me with its speed and power. Slamming my head back into the bed, I clutched the sheets and gritted my teeth. I felt the veins in my neck pop out as pleasure cascaded over my body.
Sucking in a breath, I realized that, instead of satiating me, the orgasm had only strengthened my desire. Digging my nails into his back, I urged him on. My mind had short-circuited. I’d never experienced anything like it, but I couldn’t think about anything but having him.
Nico clutched at me, grabbing my breasts as he fucked me harder. Sweat dripped from his nose onto my chest.
“Maddy, I’m gonna come,” he hissed.
“Not yet. Please, God, not yet. Harder. Fuck me harder.”
He fucked me hard. Taking me like a madman, crushing me into the bed as his cock thrust in and out of me. A second climax swirled deep inside my body, ready to burst. Nico picked up the pace, then started to shudder and gasp. He grunted, and the muscles of his back flexed under my palms as his cock spasmed inside me. It sent me over the edge. I screamed, guttural andanimalistic, as I came. It was even stronger than the first. Rippling across my body and pulsing between my legs.
By the time Nico rolled off me, I was a twitching, shivering mess. I was satisfied, but I still felt a little twinge deep inside. A spark that I already knew was going to rage into a fire. How could I still be so horny? We’d just fucked each other’s brains out.
“Maddy?” Nico asked, panting for breath. “You’re going into heat. I should have told you. I shouldn’t have done that without telling you.”
“Oh, holy shit,” I whispered.
I was an idiot. Now that I was a full wolf, of course, I’d go into heat. I was like any other shifter now. With everything else going on, the new bodily processes had been the least of my concerns. It never even occurred to me to think about it.
