But Doc is patient. So fucking patient. He works me open slowly, one finger becoming two, stretching and curling and?—
"Oh Fuck?—”
My whole body jolts.
Doc laughs around my cock, and the vibration makes everything ten times more intense. His fingers curl again, hitting that same spot, and I swear I see God.
"There it is," he murmurs, pulling off to watch my face as he does it again.
"Doc—fuck—I can't?—"
"Yes, you can."
He adds a third finger, and the stretch burns a little, but then he's hitting that spot again, and the pleasure drowns everything else out. I'm fucking myself on his fingers now, hips rolling, chasing the sensation.
"You're ready," Doc says, and his voice is wrecked. "Fuck, Gavin, you're so ready."
We switch positions, which involves a lot of awkward maneuvering and elbows in the wrong places, and at one point, Doc almost falls off the bed entirely.
We're both laughing by the time we get sorted.
Doc hands me a condom, and I take it with shaking fingers. I roll it down his cock slowly, watching his face, loving the way his eyes flutter shut and his breath catches.
"You're going to kill me," he groans.
"Not yet."
I swing my leg over and settle on top of him, knees bracketing his hips. He looks up at me with so much heat and love that my chest aches.
I reach behind myself, positioning his cock at my entrance. Slippery and hot andright there.
"I love you," I say.
"I love you too." His hands find my hips, steadying me. "Go slow."
I sink down.
Oh.
It's a lot. It's so much. The stretch, the fullness, the impossible pressure of him inside me.
"Oh fuck," Doc breathes. "Gavin, you're so fucking tight. And hot. Oh God."
I pause, letting my body adjust, trying to remember how to breathe.
"You okay?" Doc's voice is strained, like it's taking everything he has not to move.
"Yeah. Just... give me a second."
I sink down a little more. And a little more. And then I'm fully seated, and Doc is all the way inside me, and I don't know if I like it or not.
It's overwhelming. Full. Strange.
I lean forward to kiss him, shifting my angle, and at the same second, Doc's hips push up?—
"Holy fuck!”
The sound that comes out of me is barely human.
