"I'm going to kill you."
"Giggle switch? Internal doorbell?" I'm grinning now, adding more lube, pumping my fingers in and out. "The thruster booster. The 'oh damn' zone."
"I hate you so much."
"The big red button." I press directly on it, and his arms give out. His face hits the pillow, and the sound he makes is obscene. "The butt button."
"If you press that again," he gasps into the pillow, "I may leave my body."
"That's kind of the goal, Doc."
I keep working him open, adding a third finger, watching him fall apart beneath me. He's babbling now,pleaseandmoreandfuckandGavinall mixed together in a way that makes me feel ten feet tall.
When he's a trembling mess, I pull my fingers out. He whines, actually whines, pushing his hips back searching for me.
"Come back, please, I need?—"
"I know, baby. I've got you."
I've never put on a condom faster in my life. My hands are shaking as I slick myself up and move over him. God, he's so small compared to me. His hole is pink and wet and clenching around nothing, and I'm... I'm not small.
"This isn't going to hurt you, right?"
Doc pushes himself up and twists to kiss me. "I promise I'll tell you if anything feels bad. You prepped me really well, and we have lots of lube." He kisses me again, softer. "Go slow, and this is going to feel amazing."
"Okay." I kiss him one more time, then press my hand to the back of his neck, pushing him down. My other hand grips his hip, lifting it. I adjust him until he's at the angle I want, back arched, ass in the air, completely at my mercy.
I rub the head of my cock against his hole. It twitches, clenching, trying to pull me in.
"Please!" Doc begs, voice wrecked. "Gavin, please, I need?—"
I push in.
One long, slow thrust.
His body resists for a second, then opens for me, pulling me in like it wants me there.Tight, so fucking tight.
I see stars. He's hot, and wet from all the lube, and I have to lock my jaw to keep from coming right there. The way he's making these little sounds, like he can't help it, is killing me.
Slow. Go slow. Don't hurt him. Oh, my GOD, this feels amazing.
I watch myself sink into him, inch by inch, slow and steady, his rim stretching around me, his back arching, his fingers twisting in the sheets. It's the hottest thing I've ever seen in my life.
"More," he gasps. "Don't stop, don't?—"
I don't.
When I finally bottom out, balls pressed against his ass, so deep inside him I can feel his heartbeat, or maybe that's mine, can't tell anymore, we both freeze.
"Holy shit," I whisper.
He clenches around me, hard, and I choke on my own breath.
"Oh fuck." Doc's voice comes out strangled. "Oh fuck, you're big."
"Too much?"
"Don't you dare stop."
