“We uh we should go,”
she says as she pulls away from me. She fixes her hair and her shirt.
“Hey, what just happened?”
I ask her as I take her face into my hands, I caress her cheek looking into her eyes, looking for an answer trying to see why all of a sudden all the desire she had in her eyes a second ago had been replaced with something new something raw, she was scared no she was hurt, but just as quickly as it appeared it was gone, her eyes now filled with hollow happiness,
“Nothing but it is getting late, and I don’t want my mom to get worried.”
“No, it’s not nothing, we were doing great, and you just froze, why?”
She takes a moment to gather her thoughts before saying.
“Look, I’m just not comfortable with my body, ok?”
She tells me and I am thrown for a loop. I must let my mind wrap around what she said.
“I had an ex, who I thought loved me, loved me for me not for my family's money. Once my dad passed, my mother decided I needed to date and set me up with him. At first, he was sweet and amazing but then.”
She looks off into the distance before she continues.
“He started to turn into someone else. He had a gambling addiction, and constantly owed people money, and when I started to gain more weight, he would often degrade me. Then whenever he got bored or I wasn’t being obedient, that's when the beatings started.”
I could feel my blood boiling, I started to see red in my sight, I balled my fist at my sides. How dare he hurt her; how dare he make her feel lesser than. When I find him, I will take revenge on him for her. Yeah, I’ll take my knife and I’ll-
“Adonis?”
I feel her hand on my face, and I am brought back to reality.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to get you upset.”
She tells me and I shake my head. I pulled her into me hugging her tightly not wanting to let her go.
“For what it’s worth I think you are absolutely beautiful. My opinion should be the only one that matters anyway.”
I feel her chuckle and I can't help but laugh with her. I pull away from her so I can see her face. She looks up at me with her big doe eyes, and I feel my heart flutter. I scanned her face trying to remember every freckle, crease, and line I could, so I will never forget it.
“Adonis?”
My gaze shifts to her lips and I watch as she bites her bottom lip, I feel my cock start to harden again and I look at her. I place my hand on her cheek and bring her closer to me. I hover over her lips for a moment debating on whether I should kiss her or not. Fuck I’ve already fucked this mission up already.
“Adonis?”
“Yeah?”
“Kiss me please.”
With her plea I oblige, I kiss her softly when I taste her my hunger grows deeper for her. I start to kiss her more demandingly and she lets me. I kiss along her jaw, and she moans as I kiss down her neck.
“We Malith men are not weak.”
I hear my father’s voice in my head and slowly stop. I look into her eyes and realize I have completely fucked myself. I rest my forehead on hers and we stay like that for a moment.
“Ready to go?”
I ask her and she nods. We got back on my bike. We rode in silence the entire time. We arrived at her home, and she got off, I took my helmet off and she stared at me.
“Well thank you for today it was uh fun,”
