The door clicked open and Bryght turned, heart speeding a little. It was not Portia, however, but Lord Trelyn. “Miss St. Claire awaits you in the Laocoon Room, Lord Arcenbryght.”
Bryght rose and followed across the classical hall to a small chamber—an alcove really—in which Portia awaited, with Nerissa nearby. Lord Trelyn left, and Bryght considered the situation.
Had this location been chosen with forethought? The room was small, but graced with three long windows. It had clearly been designed to display a magnificent set of Grecian marbles all addressing the theme of Laocoon, the Trojan priest killed, along with his sons, by a sea serpent. The sight of so many people writhing in monstrous toils was not merely symbolic, it was almost laughably heavy-handed.
He detected Nerissa’s touch.
Bryght glanced at Portia, hoping to share amusement, but she was not even looking at him. She was pale and almost haggard.
Damnation.
Bryght turned to Nerissa, who appeared positively stuffed with contentment. “I hardly think we need a duenna, my lady.”
“Do you not? But you both seem so governed by your passions. Lord Trelyn feels it best that you be accompanied. He is such a stickler for the proprieties.”
“Indeed he is.” He put a touch of threat behind it and saw Nerissa register it with a slight frown. She made no move to leave, however, and he decided the letter was a weapon best held for a more serious battle than this.
He went over and sat beside Portia on a cold marble bench. “I’m afraid you must have had a restless night, Miss St. Claire, but all is in order. You must not distress yourself.”
She looked up at him then, but blankly. There were shadows as deep as bruises beneath her eyes. “I am not distressed, my lord.”
“Are you not? You have stronger nerves than I, then. I am not at all distressed to be marrying you, my dear, but I cannot like the manner of it.”
“You are very kind, my lord.”
Bryght desperately wanted his Amazon back, not this limp doll. “I’m not at all kind,” he said bracingly. “I’m intolerably selfish.” When she did not react, he knew he could not force Portia to go through with this.
He took her chilly hand. “Miss St. Claire, I am not such a monster that I will pursue this marriage against your wishes. No serious harm was done, and if there is any scandal it will soon die down. If you do not wish to marry me, you must tell me so. I will ensure that there is no more said on the matter.”
Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Nerissa stir as if she would object. He could understand Trelyn’s desire for the match—-the man had a genuine obsession with correct behavior, and also would like to see Bryght married. He wasn’t sure why Nerissa would want to see her cousin married to him.
Yet again, Portia surprised him. “I am completely willing to marry you, my lord.” It was said in a flat, unconvincing voice, but it was said.
What the devil?
He made appropriate remarks of delight and satisfaction, wondering all the while what was going on in her head. There was no point in lingering, however, for Nerissa clearly had no intention of giving them privacy. He took out the ring he had brought with him and slid it onto her chilly finger.
When he left, she was staring at it with a slight frown.
Portia considered the beautiful ring—a yellow stone surrounded by diamonds—and wished it symbolized more than a trap. She wondered where it had come from so quickly.
There was just a faint trace of a familiar perfume left in the air to tease at Portia’s senses. Against her will, her hand slid over the bench to find the place still warm from him.
“There,” said Nerissa complacently. “That was not too hard, was it? And really, I could almost envy you. He is quite deliciously handsome, and I can attest to his bed-skills. But then, so can you. Are you not eager to complete your education—”
“Oh, shut up!” Portia erupted to her feet and fled to her room.
The worst of it was that Nerissa was right. Her body had learned its first lessons and longed for more. Portia was tormented by the thought that perhaps there was escape, and she was blind to it.
That she was governed by her lust for Bryght Malloren.
Chapter 17
Bryght was thoughtful as he walked back to Marlborough Square.
It had all been a shock, he was sure, but that didn’t explain Portia’s state. He had given her the opportunity to escape and she had refused to take it. He had looked into her eyes and seen that she meant the words she said, but was deeply distressed.
He didn’t understand it, but couldn’t marry any woman so against her will.
