She gasps.
“I’ll tie you up in a tight little ball, suspend you from the ceiling so that your cunt, mouth, and ass are easily on display for me to fuck.” I like the way her face pales at my words. It makes her eyes a brighter blue. “Once I’m done violating you, I’ll sit down, have a smoke while I let you hang there, and watch my cum leak from your stretched-out and overused holes like the worthless whore you’re meant to be.”
She’s trembling at just my words. Imagine what she’d do if I got my hands on her.
“I can’t promise you’ll like it, but it’ll make me feel better,” I say. “Still want to help me, doll face?” I place my hand on her knee, making her jump, and she whimpers.
“Haidyn,” Saint speaks from the open door.
I knew he was there; I just didn’t give a fuck. Laughing, I push off the chair, and she runs out of the room, shoving Saint out of her way.
I go back to the window.
“We brought her in to help you.” He makes it sound like we had a choice. We didn’t.
“She can’t.” I may not be suicidal like the Lords think, but I’m sure as fuck not going to change who I am.
“You don’t even let her try,” he growls.
“Unless she’s on her knees, she’s useless.” It’s true. But it’s not just her. That’s how we’re raised to see women. It’s not her fault she was born without a dick in our world.
“Kash called David.”
I’m not even in the mood to fuck a whore at the moment. There’s only one woman I’m thinking about right now, and sex is the last thing that comes to mind when I think of her. “Isshehere?” I ask.
“Yeah.” He confirms what I already knew.
FUCK!My hands fist. “You shouldn’t have brought her back.” My chest tightens at the thought of what will happen now. Everything Kash, Saint, and I went through after Ashtyn ran was all for nothing. And I let a brother down. Just another one I can add to my long list.
“She’s here for us to use. You…we all deserve our revenge.”
I turn to face him. “I’m going to kill her,” I lie, hoping he believes it. Maybe if he thinks she’s in jeopardy here, he’ll take her somewhere else. “Don’t you get that? If I touch her, she’s dead.” I take a deep breath. “And the worst part of that is she doesn’t deserve it.” I hang my head. “She’s not responsible for what happened once she was gone.” I hate what happened to my brothers because of me. But that doesn’t mean that Ashtyn deserves the hell Saint will put her through either. She was running to save him.
“She left us,” he grinds out, and he’s not wrong.
“No. She left you. She never belonged to Kashton or me. She was yours, and you let us borrow her. Big difference.” I never really understood why he shared her with us, and we never asked. In a way, I think it was Saint showing how much control he had over her. But no matter how things go down this time, I won’t be fucking her in any way. Things have changed.
“Well, she’s ours now,” he says as Kashton enters.
Fuck this day already. I just want to be alone.
“I sent a car for the girls. They’ll be here soon,” Kash announces.
I turn and give them my back again and hear them closing the door behind them when they leave.
Placing my forehead on the glass, I close my eyes, hating that Ashtyn is back here at Carnage. I thoughtwedid the right thing. Now, I’m not so sure.
Senior year at Barrington
Saint gota text from a fellow Lord that they have Ashtyn. We rushed to save her from Tyson at her parents' home. We’ve brought her to Carnage to hide her. Our fathers know she’s here. Adam is MIA, her mother is dead, and her father is also missing. We’re all she has.
She’s taking a bath in Saint’s bathroom while he went to talk to his father, and Kash said he needed to make a phone call. I’m pacing Saint’s room, making sure no one comes in here until they return.
My cell rings, and I pull it out of my pocket to see it’s a blocked call. “Hello?” I answer.
“Is she okay?” the voice rushes out.
“What the fuck, Adam?” I whisper, walking over to the double doors and stepping out onto the balcony to make sure no one hears me. “Where the fuck are you?”
