Grave makes his way over to the table and falls down beside Titan. “Where else would I be?” he asks, unable to meet his brother’s eyes. His voice sounds as tired as he looks.
Bones runs a hand through his hair and lets out a long breath, softening his voice. “You should be at home. With April.”
He doesn’t say anything to that. Just sits there staring off into nothing. After he won his fight last night, we went back to the room to celebrate. Jasmine and Emilee had come running in to tell us that they didn’t know what was going on, just that Haven and Alexa had taken April to the hospital.
Grave ran out of there so fast we couldn’t keep up. Once we arrived at the hospital, we found out April had lost the baby. As much as my heart breaks for Grave and April, I’m also terrified that this will throw him over the edge. Grave is a recovering addict, and he’s been doing so well. I couldn’t be prouder of him, but this? How do you get through such a loss? Grave has always felt things more than anyone I’ve ever known. He would drown those feelings with booze, sex, drugs. Whatever he could get his hands on.
Bones walks around the table to stand behind his brother and places his hand on his shoulder. Grave jumps at the contact and pulls away. “Go home, Grave,” Bones tells him with sad eyes. “Go home and be with April.”
Grave’s eyes drop to his hands resting on the table. “She doesn’t want me there,” he whispers. “She got up this morning and went to work.”
I look at Titan, and he’s frowning. I mean, I know everyone handles loss differently, but this? They lost their child. Why aren’t they at home grieving together? How are they up and functioning? I’ve never wanted children, but that doesn’t mean I can’t sympathize with what they’re going through.
Titan licks his lips. “Grave, it’s okay to feel—”
“Don’t tell me how to feel!” Grave explodes, knocking his fists on the table. “I’m here to fucking work. Let’s work,” he snarls.
Silence follows his outburst, and I sigh, fidgeting with my Zippo. Bones walks back over to his chair and nods once. “Okay. Let’s start the meeting. Have we heard anything about the shipments?”
“No,” I answer.
Bones growls. Everyone is getting extremely irritated about these damn shipments. Someone somewhere has to know what’s going on.
“Maybe we should just order a shipment of our own,” Titan suggests.
“That’d be too suspicious.” I shake my head.
“How so?” he asks.
“Because we don’t buy diamonds,” I answer with a growl. “I think it would look obvious that we killed one of Kale’s men when we walk in and start purchasing shipments worth millions in diamonds from him.”
Bones rubs his chin, thinking it over. Grave stays silent, staring off into nothing. Physically, he came into work today, but mentally he’s in another universe.
“What if we partnered with the Masons?” Titan offers, sitting up straighter looking over at Bones. “They make the order, but Cross and I go with him to pick it up. They can say they’ve hired us for protection.”
I give a rough laugh. “Everyone knows the Mason brothers are like us. They are their own protection.”
“What do you suggest?” Titan snaps at me. “That we do nothing?”
“You know how I feel about the Masons,” Bones adds, ignoring Titan’s outburst.
“I’m not a fan of them either, but we need to get to the bottom of this before our client comes after us for not getting the information that we promised,” Titan adds.
Bones lets out a frustrated sigh, and I know Titan has won. “Fine. But take Nite with you. Three is better than two.” With that, he gets up leaving the room.
ALEXA
I’M BEHIND THEbar at Lucky’s when my cell vibrates in my back pocket. I pull it out to see Cross is calling me. Although it’s after closing hours, I make my way to the back office to take the call because I don’t want my brother to hear my conversation. He hasn’t said one word to me since he found out I was sleeping with Cross. Just shows up to work his shifts and then goes home. “Hello?”
“Hey,” he says softly.
I drop my head and look down at my black boots. I haven’t spoken to him since last night. Haven and I were with April when they informed her complications were causing her to miscarry the baby. Grave arrived shortly after. I wanted to stay for her, but I left with Jasmine, knowing that she and Grave wanted to be left alone.
“I would ask how your day went, but I bet it was about as good as mine was.” He sighs.
“Grave ignoring you like April is ignoring me?” I ask. I’ve tried reaching out to her a hundred times today, and my calls have gone unanswered, my text unread.
“I wish that were the case. All of a sudden, the guy has fallen headfirst into Kingdom. He’s been practically MIA for years, and now Bones can’t get him to leave. You said April is ignoring you?”
