“Fuck yeah.” My dick starts to thicken. I have no idea what this means, her coming into the shower with me. She’s never done this before. She’s never seen me fully naked like this, and I’ve definitely never seen her fully naked either. I’ve seen bits and pieces, but never the whole thing all at once.
I pull the curtain back more to give her room to step in, and she does so carefully. I wish my dick would calm down, but there’s not really much I can do about it.
I gesture to it quickly and say, “I’m sorry. I can’t really control it. You’re… I’m just sorry.”
“I’m not,” she says, stepping forward and wrapping her hand around me.
“Fuck—” I hiss, placing my hand against the wall so I don’t fall.
“Lucian said I should get checked by a doctor before we have sex, but I know there are other things we can do.”
“Hold on,” I say when she starts to stroke my dick. “Wait—”
She frowns up at me, her small hand still holding my dick but no longer moving. I’m trying hard not to spill my load right this very second.
“We don’t have to do this,” I say. “There is no rush.”
“Do you not want to?” she asks, pulling her hand away and looking offended.
“Oh, trust me. I do. Very fucking much.” I cup her face, tiny droplets of water stuck to her lashes. “But I don’t want you to think you have to just because I want to.”
“I want this,” she says adamantly. “I love what we have, and I want more. I want a relationship with you, Grizz. A real one. Anormalone.”
“Normal is different for everyone, Angel. It doesn’t have to mean sex.”
Her eyes fall closed. “Please don’t hold yourself back because you’re afraid I’m not ready.” Her eyes open, those beautiful chocolate brown eyes looking up at me with so much emotion. “I know what I want, and what I want is to make you come.”
“Fucking hell,” I grumble, looking up at the ceiling. My dick throbs, and I really want that too. Her hand goes back around my dick and I can’t help but look down at it.
“If you want me to stop, I will,” she says as she strokes me slowly.
“I don’t. Please do not fucking stop.”
Her hand moves slowly, unsurely, but it is the best thing I have ever felt in my entire life.
I step closer to her and she steps back. My hand goes to the wall behind her, boxing her in and she moves her hand faster. My eyes stay glued to the way she’s holding me, jerking me faster and more confidently as the seconds pass.
“That feels so good,” I whisper. “I’m so close.”
My free hand goes to her hip, digging my fingers in and holding on tight.
“Fuck, Angel—”
Her breathing is about as fast as mine, and I swear I hear her moan.
“I’m going to come,” I warn a millisecond before my dick erupts, the orgasm hitting me hard. My toes curl, and stars burst behind my eyes. The pleasure is like nothing I’ve ever felt before, rushing through my entire body.
When I open my eyes, she’s still holding onto my dick, staring down at the mess I made all over her stomach. She lets go of me, dragging her fingers through it like paint. She smiles, and I swear I almost come again.
“That was so hot,” she whispers.
“Goddamn right it was,” I growl, gripping her chin and kissing her hard. “Please let me return the favor.”
She nods against me and I drop to my knees, throwing her leg over my shoulder. I get a good look at her pink pussy that’s glistening for me, and I know it has nothing to do with being in the shower. She hasn’t even gone under the water yet. She’s just really fucking wet for me.
“I’ve thought of tasting you for weeks,” I say before dragging my tongue from her hole to her clit.
She cries out, hands going to my head.