“Suck it hard, Wren,” he says gruffly.
And I let him give me direction. Because I want this to be exactly what he wants.
What he needs in this moment.
When he hits the back of my throat, I splutter. But I hollow out my cheeks and suck hard as I withdraw.
River’s hips flinch at the sensation. But the salty tang of precum fills my mouth, and there’s something edifying in knowing that I can turn him on this way.
I want all of it, Wren. Whatever it is. All of it. Just do it.
It feels risky and dangerous to be given such freedom. But more importantly, his trust in me to not hurt him fills me up.
I dip my fingers between my legs, feeling the wetness there, and I scoop some of the slick. And as I tug him deeper and faster into my mouth, I reach behind his balls, teasing my fingertips over his hole and back again with slow, deliberate touches.
“God, yes.” His cry ricochets around the bathroom.
I try to relax my throat, but it doesn’t happen, and tears track down my cheeks as I gag messily.
“Look. At…me,” Catfish grunts.
And I do as he says, just as I nudge the tip of my finger into his asshole.
The intensity in his eyes, the strain that lines the corners of them, causes my heart to flip. It’s impossible for me to come without penetration or friction, but I swear my body is as close as it can get.
I grip his shaft to stop myself from choking, but suck him hard, moving my mouth and hand together.
Catfish inhales deeply as he watches me, his mouth ever so slightly open.
I let go of his cock for a moment and run my short nails over his taut abs, enjoying the way his body flinches.
“Ah, fuck, Wren,” he says. “The things you’re doing to me.”
Hard to ask what those things are with a mouthful of his cock, but I want to know. He shifts his hand to the back of my head and takes over thrusting into me, holding me in place.
I shake with the power of his need.
Never has a sexual act felt like this.
It’s new.
Raw.
Uninhibited.
I’ve never felt so seen, so understood, so needed.
And when he comes, it’s a blessing for us both.
17
CATFISH
What the fuck did I just do?
It’s not the usual thought I have when I come in someone’s mouth, but, fuck, this is Wren.
I fucked their mouth until I came with a ferocity that’s left my legs shaking, and me sucking in air like the room is devoid of oxygen.
