“How do you know what I want? You haven’t asked me. You have no idea what I want.”
He narrows his eyes at me. “I don’t have time for games, Natalya.”
“Neither do I.” I walk up to him, standing in his space, smelling his rough, musky scent. “Tell me you don’t want me, Anton. Look me in my eyes and say it. That’s all you have to do.”
He doesn’t look at me and he doesn’t speak. I reach down to his pants, pressing my hand against the bulge just behind the fabric of his slacks. He grunts and I feel his cock stir under my touch.
“Say you don’t want it,” I whisper, turning my mouth up to his. “Say you don’t want me.”
A slow smile spreads across his face and he grabs my wrists, pinning them behind my back. I’m thrust against him as he holds me.
“I want you,” he growls. “More than anything.”
“Then do something about it.”
“This is about more than sex,Devushka.”
“Yes, it is.” His hot breath in my face as he speaks to me in that low baritone voice… “You’re my protector, my lover, the only person I feel safe with. You’re all I want. Don’t let me go, Anton.”
“You can’t understand what you’re asking for,” he says breathlessly. “Being with me is dangerous. Don’t you get that yet?”
“Being without you is worse.” I lock eyes with him, doing my best to lean against him despite the fact that he’s holding me firm. “Please, Daddy. Don’t make me leave.”
That got him. He closes his eyes and turns his head away from me as I say ‘Daddy’. He might be holding my arms, but he’s also melting around me.
“You’re going to be the death of me, Little One,” he says as he kisses me. His lips touch mine and everything falls away. I’m lost in the caress of his tongue against mine, the soft scraping of histeeth against my lip. I’ve never wanted anyone more than I do him right now.
24
ANTON
She bent me so easily to her will that I scarcely know how I got here. Kissing her feels as easy as breathing. As automatic as a heartbeat. Just the taste of her lips gets me hard.
I’ve lost my mind. It’s as simple as that. Everything about Natalya makes me forget it all. Is this the kind of feeling that my father had when he left me? Is this what made him give it all up?
Could I live within this life and still have her? Could I live without her here?
I don’t think I can. When it all comes down to it, I just don’t think it’s possible.
I release her arms and they go to my belt buckle. “Let me show you,” she murmurs against my mouth. “I can be good, Daddy. I can be so good to you.”
Belt’s undone. I answer her, “On your knees.”
She complies, kneeling down before me as she unzips my pants and pulls out my cock. She wraps her long, slender fingers around it and circles the head with her tongue.
“Look at me,” I tell her. She turns her big blue eyes up to me as she licks my head and drags her tongue along the length of my shaft.
She finally takes me fully into her mouth. I watch myself disappear as her lips travel up and down, sliding down her throat with ease. I rest a hand on her head, running my fingers through her hair.
“That’s so good,” I moan. The way she’s sucking me off… She’s taking all of me down her throat with amazing ease. It’s incredibly hot… and quite frankly, rare. I’ve never experienced a woman who could successfully deep throat me like this. I start to thrust myself in time with the motion of her head, letting the warm wetness of her mouth encase me.
“That’s my good girl,” I moan. “Suck Daddy’s cock… get it all the way down your fucking throat.”
The vibration of a giggle rushes through my dick and up my spine. She’s going to push me over the edge with this. I hold her head and start steady thrusts, fucking her mouth. Her eyes water a little as I shove myself to the back of her throat over and over again.
She doesn’t gag. She takes it. Deeper and deeper, I fuck her mouth, words of affirmation falling from my lips. “That’s it, baby girl. You’re deep throating me so good. I could come down your throat. Would you like that, baby?”
She takes my hands and pushes forward, holding herself down on my cock, her lips touching the base. My eyes roll up as her throat massages my head.Fuck…
