“Sex embarrasses you? You are definitely in the wrong place, then.”
She stammers again, avoiding my gaze. This little thing is out of her element. I’m surprised some hawk hasn’t snatched her up just yet.
“Embarrassed doesn’t really cover it,” she says. “Shocked, maybe? I’ve never been someplace like this before.”
“It’s only as intimidating as you allow it be,” I say. We regard each other for a few seconds and a wicked thought enters my head. “So. You prefer to watch or play?”
Her smile falters slightly in confusion. “Play?”
I nod. “Participate. Watching is just fine if that’s all you want to get out of this experience, but it would be a shame if you came all the way here and didn’t get everything that you can out of it.”
She tilts her head, then snickers and says, “I don’t know. I feel a little out of my depth here.”
“I’d be more than happy to give you a tour,” I say. “Just say the word.”
She deliberates, biting the corner of her bottom lip. My hungry cock stirs behind the zipper of my slacks. I nod to the couple in the center of the room.
“Turn around and observe.”
She does, turning to watch them. The woman now has a leg lifted onto the stool, her back arched as he penetrates her slowly.That’s it, you dirty little bitch…
I lean forward and say into Natalya’s ear, “Listen to how he talks to her. Denigrating, no?”
“At least,” she says. “How can she let him talk that way to her?”
“That’s the point,Devushka,” I purr in her ear. “It’s clear that he gets off on humiliating her, but look at how she melts into his touch.”
The man wraps his hand around her neck, squeezing as she leans into him, her eyes closed and her mouth hanging open in ecstasy.
“She looks…” Natalya pauses, her breath quickening. “She looks like she’s having fun.”
“Yes. It may not appear as though she’s in control, but she is. Every word he spits at her, every way that he grabs her for the enjoyment of these people… She craves it. When she finally comes, I promise you, it will be explosive.”
She’s chewing on that lip again, watching with desperate eyes. “You sound so sure about that.”
“Once you see the difference between subjugation and submission, you can never unsee it. That woman is enjoying every minute of this humiliating experience.”
I pause, letting her watch as my breath brushes against her ear. Her breathing has quickened and the frightened rabbit look she had a moment ago is gone. That thing that she was embarrassed about is now turning her on.
“So,” I say. “Do you want to watch… or do you want to play?”
Breathlessly and almost immediately, she says, “Play.”
I slip my hand in hers and say, “Then let’s play.”
The other roomsare not appropriate for educating a novice. Too many eyes, too much distraction. For Natalya’s instruction, we need somewhere private. Somewhere that she can feel safe to take in what I have to teach her.
The private rooms are in another section of the club, down the main hallway and through another set of doors with a sign over it that simply reads,Private Rooms.
Down this hallway are only four rooms with glass doors. Two are clouded over to mark their occupancy. I lead Natalya to the open one at the farthest end of the hall. As we enter the room, I note her nervousness as she looks around. She’s holding her hands in front of her, wringing them, and I can’t say as I blame her. There is a queen-sized bed in the center of the room, but on the walls around us hang several implements of pleasure. Whips, riding crops, feathers, a ball and gag… I can imagine how intimidating this must be for her.
I close the door, turning the switch toOccupiedand clouding the glass. “Before we begin,” I tell her, “Let me be very clear. Nothing will happen tonight that you don’t want. While your role with mewill be submissive, you are in control. Anything that you don’t want, we won’t do. Anytime you want to stop, say the word and we will. Understand?”
Her shoulders relax a little and she nods. “I understand.”
“Very good. Any questions?”
She thinks for a moment, then, “Do we need a… safe word or something like that?”
