Prologue
York, the north of England Late summer, 1072
Briar lifted aside the heavy tapestry screen and peered cautiously through the narrow gap. The large, well-lit room beyond was filled with smoke and noise. Lord Shelborne’s daughter had made a worthy alliance, and the celebrations were to be stretched over several days. Presently the merry guests were finishing the last course of a sumptuous feast, but soon the trestle tables would be cleared, and the entertainments would begin.
Briar cast her gaze over the crowd. She dismissed the women—Lord Shelborne’s toothy daughter and her ladies, the important wives of the important men, the lowly serving wenches.
The man Briar sought was on his own.
She had hated him for full two years, and now she thought of little else. Without that consuming and single-minded hatred, she sometimes thought she would long ago have died of hunger or cold or simply walked into the sea and let the saltwater take her. In a strange way, her hatred of this man had kept her alive.
Briar’s eyes moved over the room, noting the assembled barons and knights and their servants, as well as the merchants and the clerics and the other important men of York. Some had obviously over-imbibed, and sat with heads nodding, while others pawed drunkenly at the serving wenches who moved between the tables. There were those who huddled together in conversation, or sweated on the fall of the dice, or roared laughter at a bawdy joke. And then there were the men who neither drank too much, nor said too much. The men who watched and listened and waited.
In Briar’s experience, these were the men to be taken seriously, to be feared, the ones who held authority over the rest. And it did not surprise her that it was among them that she found the man she sought.
He was standing beside a rowdy group, half listening to their conversation, and yet he was apart. Alone. He was big, a wolf-skin cloak draped about his broad shoulders, while his wild and tangled dark hair framed a fierce face. There was something lost about him, an air of abandonment. And his eyes, brooding and passionate, were as black as his soul. Aye, mayhap that was it; he had long ago sold his soul to the devil.
Her breath checked in her throat. Her fingers tightened upon the embroidered curtain that separated the chill, dank passageway where she stood from the welcoming warmth of the other room. The candles spun dizzily, the laughter faded, and for a brief moment Briar was catapulted back to Castle Kenton in 1070, a girl bereft, and yet trying to be brave, while the armed men bluntly informed her that now her father was dead her home was no longer hers...
It was but a moment of despair, and then Briar was herself again.
Impatiently, she shook her head. Enough! This was no time for weakness. Tonight of all nights she must be strong. Briar focused her eyes once more, and this time she controlled her reaction, taking her time as she examined the shape of him, the look of him, the essence of him.
Her heart gave a single, hard thump.
It was the man she sought; she couldn’t possibly be mistaken. Jocelyn had said he had been invited here tonight, and there was no one else in the room who drew her eyes like he. So big, so dark, so fierce. It was as if a certain power emanated from him and touched her, surrounded her. Her body tensed and goose bumps rose on her skin. This was the man who had begun that terrible chain of events, which had blighted her young life, her future and all her hopes. Aye, it was he. There was no doubt in her mind.
“Jesu, protect me, and allow me to complete my task,” Briar whispered, and then shuddered uncontrollably.
Strangely, the shudder wasn’t due to fear, or dread, or terror of what was to come. It was a shudder of anticipation, almost of... longing. Her mind was full of all she had plotted for, since her world became this bleak struggle for survival. She wanted to grasp this culminating moment in her hands. And hold on to it.
“Briar?”
A soft voice behind her, the sweet scent of rosemary in fine hair, a warm, gentle hand against her shoulder. Briar turned and faced her younger sister, Mary, trying to school her features into serenity when her heart was thundering and her throat felt tight. Those familiar dark eyes searched her own.
“Briar, what is it?”
Mary had seen at once that something was wrong, and even as Briar prepared to soothe her, she resigned herself to her sister’s empathy. They had been through much together; she would be foolish to think she could dupe Mary easily. Still, Briar gave a reassuring smile as she took Mary’s hand in hers.
“ ‘Tis nothing, sister. I am spying on the company tonight, that is all. What think you, will we sooth these savages with our songs?” And she lifted aside the screen again, to reveal the noise and laughter.
Mary gazed dutifully into the room. “You will have them quiet as mice, Briar, as you well know,” she replied, with an unusual touch of asperity.
Briar smiled a secretive smile. “We shall see.”
Mary gave her a puzzled glance and opened her mouth to ask more questions, but Briar forestalled her. “Remember, sister, that after we have sung you must go to the kitchens and wait with Jocelyn. Sleep by the fire, if you wish. I will come for you when it is time for us to go home. Can you remember that?”
Jocelyn would keep her safe. Jocelyn, some eight years older than Briar, had always been more like a mother than a sister. The cataclysmic events that had caused them all to flee Castle Kenton as outcasts could not change the roles each played within the family.
Jocelyn had always been the one who saw to details like hot food and warm clothing, who could turn a bare dwelling into a home, and now she stood like a rock of constancy in this sea of change.
Briar had always been the leader, the fighter, the strong one, and now she was the sister who swore vengeance against the powerful man who had taken all that was theirs.
Mary, at seventeen, had always been the gentle one, the youngest, and so the one who must be looked after, and the need to protect and shelter her had only grown in her sisters as their situation deteriorated.
Mary lifted an eyebrow. “I am not a lackwit, sister, I remember. But you have not told me where you are going. Why will you not tell me?”
“ ‘Tis something I must do, that is all. I will come to you when I can, and then we will go home together.”
