“Girl light it again.” She exhaled, wiping her tears away.
She plopped back down on the couch beside me and exhaled as I inhaled the blunt again. This time I was a little bit more careful, so I wouldn’t choke. It seemed like when I choked off the smoke, I got a little too high.
Tammy leaned her head against my arm just as I passed her the blunt.
“Tavia, I love this for you…all bullshit aside, you deserve to be happy my girl.” She murmured.
I let my head rest against the couch cushion and sighed. I swallowed down my emotions that started to creep up on me.
“Thanks babe, I’m trying to take it slow because if he hurt me again…”
“If he hurt you again, I’m going to the gym.” Tammy popped her head up fast.
“Go to the gym for what?” I raised my brows.
“I’m getting these titties musty as fuck to smother his ass with them.” She barked out a laugh.
Weed mixed with wine was a hell of a mix. It was clear as day we had the giggles and couldn’t stop laughing to save our damn lives. I leaned closer to Tammy eyes already low from the weed. I lowered my voice like the walls had ears.
“I think…Dreu might pop up. I dropped my location just to test it…I doubt it since it’s a five-hour drive.” I whispered lowly.
Tammy squinted at me and took the blunt out of my hand.
“Why you whispering?” She asked looking around like someone was inside of her house with us.
I blinked, then leaned in even closer.
“Because it feels like one of those moments.” I said stomach getting tight.
She starred at me thoughtfully before she talked above a whisper.
“One of what moments?”
“Girl, you know,” I whispered even lower with a trace of excitement in my voice. “Like a movie moment.” I smirked.
“Girl…” Tammy’s eyes widened. She hit her blunt and looked at me suspiciously.
“He used to do that when we first got together…Dreu loved popping up and spending time with me. I don’t know, he probably won’t do that tonight. He does have a busy schedule.” I whispered.
“WHY ARE YOU STILL WHISPERING!” Tammy shouted.
She slapped her leather couch hard, making me jump.
“Got me in my own house fucking paranoid.” She rolled her eyes.
I busted out laughing uncontrollably as I choked off of my words.
“I don’t know why I’m whispering,” I finally said in my regular tone of voice. “The shit just felt right.” I shrugged.
We both laughed together. Instead of smoking just half a blunt we smoked the entire thing together. We went through two bottles of wine then ordered Chipotle from Uber eats. While I waited for our food, I took my tipsy ass to Tammy’s bathroom to shower and borrow some of her pajamas.
I didn’t want to be alone tonight. I hadn’t spent this much time with Tammy in a while. It felt good to be in the comforts of her home expressing myself. We ended up pigging out on her couch and watchingStranger Thingstogether. It wasn’t long before Tammy fell asleep before me. I laid on the opposite side of the couch scrolling up and down Dreu’s Instagram account. His swag, face, and personality really made me crave his fine ass.
I got disappointed when I realized that he hadn’t texted me back. I tried to watch his snapchat and all of his stories to see where he could have been. I ended up scrolling until my eyes got too heavy and his stories started to watch me.
Chapter 11
Dreu
