Something takes over, some ravenous part of myself that’s never been allowed to come out awakens under his touch, and I’m not sure which one of us is more surprised when I push him down onto his back and straddle him. He groans against my mouth, kissing me harder and pulling off my glasses before threading his hands in my hair. When I press harder against him and rock my hips, I’m stunned to feel the hard length of him beneath me. I may be a virgin, but I’ve fucked myself more times than I can remember, and I’ve always had to make due with just my hand or the showerhead. My whole world grows a bit bigger when I feel his hard cock against my pussy. I couldn’t stop now even if I wanted to.
Like a woman possessed, I grind against him, so fucking greedy for every second of pleasure I can get. I kiss him harder, moaning against his lips until the orgasm thunders through me, giving me no choice but to scream and give in to my release. With a growl, he sucks my bottom lip, giving me a hard enough bite to send another shiver through me as he slides one hand down to cup my ass, grinding me even harder against him. The movement sends aftershocks all through me, and once the rush of pure ecstasy starts to fade, the reality of what I’ve just done hits me full force.
He feels the change and somehow knows exactly what I’m thinking. Giving my ass a soft smack, he breaks our kiss with a big grin on his face. “Please tell me you’re not regretting what just happened, because I fucking loved it, Evie.”
I try to turn away, but he cups my face, refusing to let me go, so I do the only thing I can do and close my eyes, which just makes him laugh. I can’t help it, though. I’m too embarrassed to look at him right now.
“I can’t believe I just did that,” I whisper.
“I’m really glad you did.” He runs his fingers over my face, gently tracing a line along my cheek and forehead and down my nose before ghosting them over my lips.
“It seems selfish,” I admit.
“How so?”
I’m glad I can’t see the amusement in his eyes, because hearing it in his voice is bad enough. He laughs when I give an embarrassed groan. “I know you’re used to more,” I whisper, fully aware that his hard cock is still pressing against me. “But I’m not ready for that.”
“Then we wait,” he says, and the calm,it’s no biggietone of his voice has my eyes popping open. “There’s my girl.” He smiles, and I blush.
“What the hell are you doing with me?” Before he can say anything, I rest my hand on his chest and say, “You could have anyone, Valeri. We both know it. I can’t understand why you keep wanting to spend time with me.”
I give a surprised yelp when he quickly flips us. His body hovers above mine, putting just enough pressure on me so I can feel how big and powerful he is but not enough to make me feel like I’m trapped, although I most definitely am.
“I want to spend time with you,lapochka, because you’re the one I want. I don’t give a fuck about any other woman.” He presses his cock harder against me. “And stop worrying about me. I’m not going to die from a hard-on.”
When I wrap my legs around him and pull him closer, he groans and gives me a wink. “You trying to make a liar out of me?”
“No, I’m afraid I’m going to wake up and realize this was all just a dream, so I want to touch you while I can.”
His face softens as he looks down at me, bracing his forearms on either side of my head so I’m completely cocooned by him.
“I’m not going anywhere. I can promise you that.”
I reach up and cup his face, wanting to touch him, to memorize every damn detail. His face is smooth today, and when he smiles, I run my finger over his dimple, savoring the feel of him beneath my fingers. He’s perfect, and it makes me worry about so many things.
“I’m a virgin,” I blurt out like an idiot.
He smiles again. “I picked up on that.”
“That obvious, huh?”
“Not because you did anything wrong. You’re just very hesitant and shy.” He runs his thumb along my cheek. “I love that you are, Evie, please don’t be embarrassed, and I’m glad you told me. I know we just met not that long ago, but I want you to know that I’m not seeing anyone else. I haven’t looked at another woman since I first saw you.”
“You’re not?”
“I’m not. Are you?”
I laugh and say, “No.”
“Good.” He leans closer, kissing a line down my jaw until he’s burying his face against my neck, lighting my body on fire again when he gives me a soft bite and then licks away the sting. “I want you all to myself,” he whispers.
When he moves his hips, grinding his hard cock against me, the friction on my still sensitive pussy pulls a gasp from my body. He groans and licks the crook of my neck, slowly kissing his way down.
“Valeri,” I whisper when I feel him pull the neck of my shirt down.
“Relax, baby, the shirt’s staying on.”
My breath hitches when I feel his teeth graze my skin. He’s still pressing his cock against my clit, hitting me right where I need him to, and I think I’m wetter than I’ve ever been in my life.
