I reached inside my top drawer for the lube and tossed it on the mattress before climbing up over him. I ran my hands over his spectacular legs, the muscles strong and flexed under my fingers.
“Spread these for me,” I said in a voice I barely recognized, as I stared down at the most spectacular body I’d ever had under me.
Theo immediately obeyed, then upped the ante when he reached for his knees and pulled them up to his chest. My dick throbbed at the carnal sight of him, and the knowledge I was about to be buried deep inside him.
I poured some of the lube into my hand and dropped between his legs, trailing my fingers down the heated strip of skin he’d exposed to me. With my eyes locked on his, I slowly slid my finger up and down the sensitive skin until I reached his tight little hole.
Theo sucked in a breath, his body clenching as I teased and tormented his opening before moving my hand back up to his balls. I cradled them in my hand, fondling him gently, as I scooted in closer on my knees and wrapped a second hand around his cock.
Theo’s eyes slid shut as his feet hit the mattress, then he arched back into the pillow and pushed his hips up, and I watched on hungrily as his thick cock glided through my fist, the shiny head peeking through the opening and showing me just how excited he was.
“So goddamn gorgeous,” I whispered as he began to writhe on the bed and use my fist like he would my ass if he were in it. I let go of his shaft and Theo moaned at the loss of contact, but I needed to be closer, needed to be inside him—now.
I dragged my fingers down the underside of his length, and when it jerked in response, I couldn’t help my smile. It seemed he was just as eager as I was, just as needy. So much so that this time, when I reached his entrance, Theo wrapped a hand around his cock and gave himself a rough pull.
“Putain, Shep. Put something in me.”
My lips quirked at his breathy demand. “Please?”
Theo dragged his tongue over his lower lip and answered in true royal form, “Now.”
I chuckled at his impatience, and the way it matched mine, and was struck yet again by just how perfect we were for one another.
“How could I ever refuse such an order?” I quickly slipped a finger inside of him, making him groan. “Oh, I like the sound of that—let me hear it again,” I said as I pulled my index finger free and tunneled back inside with two.
His curse was full of guttural pleasure as I began to scissor and swivel my fingers inside him, stretching him wide and getting him ready for what came next. Then I twisted my hand, located his p-spot, and massaged it until he was stroking his dick in time to each thrust of my hand.
“Shep,” he panted, as he jacked his hips up and then bore down on the fingers I had lodged in him. “Shep, I need…”
I knew exactly what he needed, as his voice faded out and his toes curled into the mattress. But, no longer content to be a bystander to his pleasure, I pulled my fingers free and reached for the lube again. I slicked up my palm and looked down at the beautiful man still working his cock as I got ready for him. When I moved between his knees and Theo reached down to pull his legs open for me, I gave thanks that this man was mine.
I guided myself to his waiting body, catching and holding his blue gaze.
“I love you,” I told him, wanting him to know that that moment in the kitchen, the absent-minded way I’d confessed my feelings, wasn’t some accident, that this connection we shared went way beyond the physical—it was soul deep, something I wanted him to see on my face, hear in my voice, and feel through my body when I laid claim to him right here in my bed. “In ways I never knew possible.”
Theo blinked up at me, his eyes swirling with all the emotions coursing through me. “Je t’aime aussi,” he said, andI didn’tneed to understand a lick of French to know he’d just said it back. I could see his heart right there in his eyes.
I gently pushed forward, and as his body enveloped mine, my eyes slid shut and I savored every delicious sensation of being back inside my man.
“Shep,” Theo moaned as I bottomed out.Our lips met in a kiss full of all the love, tenderness, and affection I felt for him. The enormity of those emotions outweighed any other in that moment as I allowed myself to finally let down the last of my walls and show him every side of me.
I braced my hands on either side of him, as Theo’s tongue swept inside my mouth to rub up against mine. His body clenched around my throbbing cock, demanding I move.
“Take me, Shep,” he whispered against my lips as he trailed his fingers down my cheek. “Love me.”
I brushed a soft kiss across his jaw, up to his ear. “I already do.”
His breath caught on a groan. As he arched up underneath me and his eyes shut, I ran my hand down his side to his thigh and took hold, keeping him steady as I began to move.
In and out, I rocked over the top of him, shallow thrusts that widened him and let him get used to the fullness. I savored the look, touch, and feel of him as he wound his arms around my neck and held on for the tumultuous ride ahead. But there was no stopping it now. Not when I had him wrapped up in my arms, and his breath was mingling with mine on every sigh.
He was perfect. Everything I’d ever wanted. And he’d been right there in front of me all along.
“Open your eyes. I want to see you,” I said, looking down at his gorgeous face. “I want you to see me.”
Theo’s legs tightened around me as he craned up to say against my mouth, “Eyes shut or eyes open, you’reallI see. All I want. Just you…”
My heart swelled, and I crushed him to me, taking his mouth in a fierce kiss. All of the love and protectiveness I felt poured out of me as I got caught up in the pure rush of desire.
