They shared everything, typically because they had to, so it wouldn’t be the first time he was giving Sila Varun the nitty gritty details of his sexual affairs, only this was different. He couldn’t leave out the part about how he’d been drugged beforehand.
He also wouldn’t be able to leave out how he’d still wanted it.
All last night Rin had blamed the drugs, but this morning when he’d woken, caught up in Kelevra’s vice-like arms, ass and muscles sore, his very first thought had been whether or not he should slip his hand down and stroke the Imperial to get him hard again.
Damn it.
He refused to lose his resolve for something as stupid as dick.
With a growl, he slammed a palm onto the door leading into Lab H, where he knew his brother would be. It was a Wednesday and that meant Sila’s project was due. He’d be here putting on the finishing touches before he had to submit it later.
Sure enough, a carbon copy of himself was seated in the far corner of the room, a chunky pair of safety goggles on as he leaned over three beakers filled with various liquids. The only way to tell the two of them apart was by their clothing.
Where Rin was dressed in his training uniform—since that’s what he’d gone to Kel’s in last night—Sila had a lab coat over light gray pants and a button-up in the same shade. The sophomore colors at Vail. There was also a golden star huggie earring in his right ear, and seeing it made Rin subconsciously tug at his earlobe, the same one that Kel had sucked on last night.
“This is delicate,” Sila warned at his approach, and Rin rolled his eyes dramatically.
“I’m not going to ruin your experiment, chill.”
“You’re in a mood.”
“I’m—”
“—Always in a mood,” his brother concluded for him. He used an eyedropper to place three small pink drops of something into each beaker and then rested back in his chair, pulling the goggles up to the top of his head. “What happened?”
It was just the two of them alone in the room, the rows of other tables set up for some sort of lab but without any students. Trusting they’d be alone for a while, Rin launched into a spiel about the events of last night, only getting more and more frustrated with each passing second.
But not just at Kelevra. At himself.
“You enjoyed it,” his brother said the moment Rin stopped talking long enough for him to get a word in. “That upsets you.”
“Did you miss the part where he drugged me?” He waved at him. “Get mad. He took advantage of me.”
“Even though you liked it?” Sila tilted his head, the question serious.
“Don’t give me that bullshit,” Rin sneered. “We’re twenty. You can differentiate between right and wrong now.” Though in his defense, it’d only been a few years since his brother had learned.
Still, he didn’t need to be able tofeelit to understand what constituted breaking the law.
Sila hummed. “He let you go after?”
“I just came from there.” He ran a hand through his hair and heaved out a sigh. “He didn’t exactly let me anything. He was still asleep.”
“But you’re sure it’s over?”
Rin considered it and shrugged. “I don’t see why it wouldn’t be. He was curious about it and now that we’ve done it, that should be that. He’s not the type to linger on anything for too long.”
“Or you’re just a terrible lay.”
Rin’s eyes narrowed. “I bet I’m better than you, asshole.”
“Only one of us takes it up that way,” Sila lazily replied, “and it isn’t me. So I suppose we’ll never know.”
Sila had tried it once, but he hadn’t been into it. He got off on control where as Rin…Rin’s whole life was about putting on an act. The bedroom was the one place he didn’t want to have to bother with that crap.
That was probably why he wasn’t actually all that angry about being drugged now that it was already done and over with. Hell, he probably would have accepted the pill willingly if he’d been told what it did.
“Things could have been worse,” his brother said as if reading his mind. “You could have taken the black one. At least this way you came away with a couple of mind-bending orgasms and a slight limp to your step.”
