“I’m trying to see it from your point of view, but I’m struggling,” she admits, and I nod because I know how hard it is for her.
I’ve hurt her a lot, hurt Cole, and lost their trust.
“I don’t want to go to the place where I can never find you, can never see you again, pixie, I can’t walk this earth without you by my side. I just can’t and I know that makes me selfish because we have two kids, but you, you are my fucking everything, I just lost my way.”
Her tears fall and she croaks, “I can’t forget what you did, I can’t forget how disconnected we became to allow someone toget in between us, but I’m willing to try and forgive because-because I can’t live without you…”
Fuck…
So many emotions fill me, and I cup the back of her neck and pull her lips against mine.
She comes willingly, and I lick and nip her bottom lip, wanting access, which she grants. Our tongues tangle, sending tingles down my spine, and without missing a beat, without breaking the kiss, I reach over the couch, grab her hips, and lift her over. She straddles me before I move us, laying her on the rug near the open fire fucking grateful Mama is getting Cole from school and keeping him for the night after visiting his brother.
I lay my body over my wife’s as I tilt my head and deepen the kiss while leaning on my right arm so I don’t squish her. At the same time, my left hand slowly glides up her thigh, moving her shirt with it, pulling it up her body, and breaking the kiss. I lean down as I take her nipple through her bra into my mouth while pulling the shirt completely off her. She arches her back as I bite down through her fabric, giving me the perfect gap I need as I move my hand behind her and unclip her bra.
I move my mouth as I throw her bra away, then lean back down, taking her nipple back in my mouth, sucking and nipping it before going to the other one, giving it the same treatment.
Fuck she tastes delicious…
“Tyler, please, I need you,” Ash gasps, and I lean back up and press my lips against hers as her hands yank my cut off.
I help her remove the leather and throw it on the couch, hissing from Ginger echoing, but we ignore him as Ash grabs my shirt next and pulls it up. I break the kiss for one moment, helping her remove it before my lips are back against hers, and I moan at the skin-on-skin contact with her as her ring on my chain presses between us sends shivers down my spine.
Fuck I’ve missed her, missed this…
My body heats up with want and need, and without breaking the kiss, I reach between us and grab her panties just as her hands go to my jeans, unbuttoning them, pulling the fabric apart, and I can feel the coldness hit my rock-hard cock, twitching with need.
I grip her panties and yank them, tearing them just as Ashley pulls my cock out, and I hiss as I break the kiss as she squeezes it, giving it a tug as her thumb runs along the tip, spreading the pre-cum.
Keeping our lips just touching, I breathe heavily as I command, “Put me in, pixie,” and her eyes lock with mine as she continues to stroke my length with the right tightness, knowing me well.
“Bring me home, baby,” I whisper and kiss her lightly. Her breath hitches as I lick her bottom lip before her tongue peaks out, meeting mine as she places the tip of my cock at her entrance.
I suck her tongue into my mouth as I thrust forward hard, causing us to moan with pleasure before I move my hips back, only leaving the tip in, then pushing forward again slowly, gently, but ensuring to hit her magical spot, remembering what Doc said.
It’s only been four weeks, not six…
So instead of taking her hard and fast, I make love to my wife on the floor in front of the open fire, never moving my lips from hers, keeping our bodies close together as she wraps her legs around my waist.
“I love you, pixie,” I murmur against her lips, kissing her slowly, “I love you so fucking much…”
Ash digs her nails into my back as I thrust forward a little harder, and she gasps, “I love you too, Tyler.”
Fuck, those words are music to my ears.
I kiss her harder, knowing we will be alright because, as far as I’m concerned, if she still loves me, then there’s a good chance she will fully forgive me again at one point, and I will forever ensure that she knows she’s my everything.
Through thick and thin, this woman comes first, and spending the rest of my life with her was my greatest accomplishment, but watching her be a mama to our kids, bringing animals home from work, learning from Brit, my life becomes full, and her giving me a second chance is never taken for granted.
Epilogue
Ashley – Four Months Later
“Okay Socks, I need you to put on your best cute face you can think of, meaning no hissing, no fighting with Ginger, we want Ty to instantly fall in love with you and we need Dirty to fiddle with the vets cameras otherwise me and Brit will be in big dog doo-doo,” I say to the one year old female cat that was brought into the vet office three days ago with her tail cut off and bleeding. Her owner was demanding I stitch her up so he can take her back to his kids who had actually caused the cats accident as we walk up to the front door, Socks looking at me like I’m crazy.
The little shits had actually cut the tail with garden scissors, and the dad didn’t even care.
After giving her surgery, there was no way I was leaving her to go back with that family, so I may have lied about her dying tothe family, that she’d lost too much blood, and I can’t even feel bad for it, especially when Brit was looking at me with pride.
