Josh teased the hem of Riley's shirt as he smiled down at Riley.
“I was thinking we could try something new this time,” Josh whispered, his voice nowhere near his usual loud, boisterous volume. These words were for Riley and Riley alone. He didn’t want to share them with anyone else ever again. “I want you inside me.”
Riley’s mouth made an “O” shape as he gazed at Josh in shock.
“Are... Are you sure?”
“I’m positive,” he said, grinning at his best friend in the whole world. “I want everything with you.”
Riley’s gaze softened as he beamed at Josh. “I wanteverything with you too.”
Josh chuckled as he lifted his shirt over his head, his hands trembling slightly and the neck getting caught on his head for a moment.
When Josh had been with women in the past, he always had this sense of nervousness at how it would go, if he would be good enough, if the woman he was with would judge him. He faced none of that with Riley because he trusted the man with his heart, body and soul. He always had.
Riley lifted himself slightly off the bed to pull off his own shirt before falling back, his lean muscles on display. Josh took a moment to admire him, spreading his hands over his torso and letting his fingers graze over every bump of his abs, the slight swell of his pecs, his hardening nipples.
Riley shivered underneath him, and Josh didn’t know if it was from the slight chill in the air or his touch, maybe a combination of the two, so he leaned down to kiss him. This time, he held nothing back as their mouths wrestled with each other, fighting for dominance.
They rolled around the bed, clumsily shedding each other’s sweats and underwear until they were both naked, Riley’s skin feeling like a warm fire in the dead of winter against Josh's own.
Josh twisted atop Riley so he could reach the nightstand, sliding open the drawer and pulling out lubeand a condom.
Riley grabbed the lube from him and coated his fingers, warming the liquid between them and tossing the bottle aside. Pulling Josh to him with his clean hand, he resumed their kissing. Josh settled on top of Riley, his fingers slowly searching for his crease, finding his puckered skin and circling it.
They’d used their fingers a few times together, so Josh was ready when Riley slid a thick digit inside him, letting his tight ring stretch around him. Josh groaned as he kissed Riley with growing intensity, everything in him burning to get closer as their hard cocks rubbed against each other. Riley’s was like a rod of steel against Josh's and Josh moaned thinking of it hitting that spot deep inside him.
Riley added another finger, and another, until Josh couldn’t take it anymore.
“I’m ready,” he said, his voice strained with need. “Please, Ri, fuck me.”
“I got you, baby. Put the condom on me.”
Right, almost forgot about that. Josh made a mental note to go get tested with Riley so they could do it bare. He wanted to feel everything.
His hand slid along the blanket, searching for the foil packet, not wanting to stop kissing Riley for a second.
Once he got his hand around it, he ripped the packet open. He inspected it carefully to see which side wentwhere, then grabbed Riley’s dick and slid it on.
He wished he could say he did it seductively, but he didn’t care about looking good. All he cared about was getting Riley inside of him as quickly as possible.
Once Riley was sheathed and had rubbed some more lube on himself, Josh got on his knees and moved his body, Riley holding his cock upright as Josh hovered over him, lining himself up. The head of his cock slid along his crease until he found the right spot and he started to sink.
Josh groaned and breathed deeply through the stretch. Riley’s dick was so much different than his fingers. Thicker, more solid, moreRiley.
He paused for a moment, holding his breath as the stretch stung, not able to tell how much of Riley was inside him, when Riley’s voice finally reached him.
“Breathe, baby,” he said soothingly, his hand moving along Josh’s thigh until it wrapped around his cock, which had flagged a bit.
With Riley’s hand on him, still slick from loosening his hole and slowly sliding up and down his shaft, Josh’s pain turned into pleasure, and he continued his descent until he was completely seated on top of Riley.
His eyes had been squeezed shut, but they popped open and found Riley gazing at him with so much love in his eyes.
“Are you okay?” Riley asked, sweat beading on hisforehead, his breath pained.
Josh smiled in response, knowing Riley would never do anything to hurt him, the same way he knew the sky was blue and grass was green.
“Never better,” he said. “Ready for me to move?”
