He growled softly as he swept her up in his arms, not caring who saw them together. All he knew was he needed her at this moment, and she was willing to give herself to him to give him sanctuary from his own thoughts and demons.
He carried her up the stairs to his bedchamber and kicked the door closed behind them.
The curtains were already drawn, so there was no risk of looking outside, but the noise was still incessant. Even with Joanna in his bedchamber, the rain tugged at the back of his brain and got under his skin.
“I want to touch you, Evan,” Joanna whispered in his ear. “Teach me how. I want to give you pleasure the way you did to me.”
His breath stuttered as he set her gently on the bed and unbuttoned his trousers to pull out his hard shaft.
Her eyes widened at the sight of it.
“Have you ever seen one of these before?” He asked.
She shook her head, her cheeks reddening with embarrassment. “O-only some pictures in books.” She licked her lips at the sight of it, and he nearly groaned. “You are bigger than I expected.”
He smirked. “Don’t worry. I can show you what to do. Give me your hand.”
She placed her hand in his, looking nervous, and he put it on his hard member, wrapping it around his shaft. “Stroke it, sweetheart. Slowly at first.”
She carefully started to stroke him, her featherlight touches tormenting him as she looked up at him with an innocent expression, so eager to please.
He inhaled sharply, sure he would never get enough of her looking at him like that.
At his sound, she froze. “Have I hurt you?”
He chuckled. “No, sweetheart. I am not that fragile, even if it is sensitive. In fact, you can have a firmer touch.” He put his hand over hers again and squeezed gently until she was holding him more firmly. “There you go,” he grunted. “Just like that.” He moved his hand with hers, setting the pace. “Good girl. Rub your thumb over the tip. Gently now.”
She obeyed, and he groaned out loud as pleasure shot through him.
She stared at him, looking intrigued by his reactions. Something about her expression aroused him even more. It wasn’t seductive, like those of some women of the night, whose services he occasionally utilized. For all of their lusty looks and tantalizing skills, they always rang false with him.
Nor was she acting like he thought fine ladies would act in the bedroom. She wasn’t scandalized, or pretending to bear it through ill-disguised displeasure. Instead, she was innocently fascinated by the act of pleasuring him with her hand, but he could see the desire rising inside of her, with every satisfied noise he made.
God, she was perfect.
He started panting as his pleasure started mounting up inside of him, but he didn’t want to climax on her hand. He wanted more.
“You said you wanted to taste me.” His voice was little more than a husky growl.
“Please,” she whispered.
That simple word was enough to make his mind go blank, and he almost climaxed right there, but he tried to contain himself. Instead, he grabbed her hand and roughly pulled it off him.
She looked up at him with confused, wide eyes.
“I want your mouth on me,” he growled. “I want you to take me in your mouth until I finish down your throat, and then you are going to swallow my seed like a good girl.”
Color rose to her face, and he expected her to be scandalized by such a suggestion and object or flee the room.
But then her eyes darkened, and she licked her lips. “Will you guide me?” she said. “I want to make sure I do it right.”
As if he needed to be told twice.
“Open your mouth wide. Good girl,” he said as he wrapped his fingers into her hair, holding the back of her head in place. Then he brought her head forward. The tip of his shaft touched herbottom lip before he slid it inside her mouth. “Now close your lips around my shaft, but keep your teeth away.”
She struggled to obey. Her eyes teared up as her soft lips closed around him, even though he wasn’t even close to her throat. Her teeth grazed his shaft briefly before she pulled them away.
Fuck, her mouth felt amazing, even better than he could have possibly dreamed. As her tongue licked him, sensations of hot fire coursed through his veins, and he almost cried out from ecstasy. He had to resist the urge to take control of her head so he could properly thrust into her mouth. But she was still so new to this, and he didn’t want to overwhelm her.
