“Do you remember what happened?”
“You spilled inside of me.”
“After you forbid me from doing so.”
“Yes.”
I give her another inch and she cries out.
“Afterwards, I wondered if you knew I would. Now I have even more reason to suspect that youwantedme to do so. Perhaps now I can figure outthe truth.”
“Don’t be ridiculous.”
“If you’re honest, I’ll give you more of what you want.”
“Alfred, if you don’t fuck me harder immediately, I will?—”
She breaks off.
“Realize you have no more threats?” I tease.
“You’ll lose your post,” she says weakly and then laughs.
I laugh too.
“I really was anxious that I would, you know,” I say. “After I spilled in you accidentally.”
“I know,” she says.
I reward her for that honesty with another inch. I relish the raw sob that it wrings from her.
“I was cruel,” she says. “I don’t know how you can forgive me.”
“You weren’t cruel. Or if you were, I needed it. I was trapped. And you freed me.”
She pushes back and I let her attain another inch.
“Your pussy takes my cock beautifully, Annabelle,” I murmur, glorying in the sight of myself sinking into her quim. “But I still need you to be honest.”
I sink into her fully now. She is so wet that the slide is sweet and perfect and I almost come again.
She is tight, so tight, over me that I know she cannot be far off herself.
“Did you know I would spend that first time?” I lean down, murmuring in her ear. “Admit that you wanted me to do it. You wanted me to spend in you and fill you up with my cum and get you with my child.”
To my surprise, she lets out a sob.
I feel that warm glow, the one that tells me I am close to the divine. I know that soon it will grow scorching. It is this warmth, this sun of divinity gifted to me by Annabelle, that convinced me that I was never depraved. I never needed todeny myself. I only needed to findthis,with her, to locate my place in the kingdom of heaven.
“Yes, yes, I did. I wanted it. Now please fuck me.”
I let out a laugh.
Never before has she admitted a truth so easily.
“I wanted you to do it,” she continues. “And so I told you that you couldn’t—that you couldn’t withdraw, but I knew you wouldn’t be able to withstand it. Because I wanted to get with your child.”
Her words push me to the edge. While it calms me to speak,herspeaking is another consideration all together.
