A long pause stretched between us, and I said, “Not okay, this is bad.”
“Dude, I wasn’t going to say that. But I don’t know if there’s any advice to be given in this situation.”
I groaned. If I weren’t still driving, I’d be banging my head on the steering wheel. “You seriously have nothing for me?
“No man, I’m sorry. The only thing I can come up with is to talk to the guy.”
“You want me to talk to the coach I slept with… who took my virginity… who I called Daddy… about the fact that we did all those things when it could seriously damage both our careers and reputations?”
“Well, when you put it that way… yeah, I dunno. I’m at a loss, man.”
Tears burned their way up the back of my throat, making my nose run before taking up residence behind my eyes. I couldn’t lose it. Not yet. Please, God, let me keep my cool until I get behind closed doors.
“Aiden, as terrifyingly awful as it sounds, you have to talk to him. The two of you will have to come to some kind of understanding about what you’re gonna do if people find out.”
“I know. But what the hell do I say? ‘I didn’t know you were my coach when I sucked your dick and let you fuck my face.’”
“You let him fuck your face?”
“That’s what you took from this?”
“Dude, that’s hot. Of course, that’s what I took from that. Sucking dick…That’s stellar, but letting a guy fuck your face… Talk about giving up control and being submissive.”
I shook my head as I pulled into the parking lot.
“So… What else did you let him do, or what did you do to him?”
Of course, he wanted to know what all we did when I was in full-on panic/meltdown mode.
“I am hanging up now. I’m back at the dorm. I’m gonna go in, hide in my bed, and never crawl back out.”
As soon as I put the car in park, I sent a text, checking in with the club owner as I turned off the engine.
Aiden
It’s Aiden. I made it back to my place. Thank you for getting me out of there so fast.
Maybe: Ewen Grigor
Thank you for letting me know. Feel free to save my number if you experience a drop or need something. The guy from last night is frantic, BTW.
Aiden
I’ll be fine. Thanks for the help earlier.
Ewen Grigor
Don’t be surprised if I message you again, checking in.
I let my head drop to the steering wheel. Not only did I sleep with my coach, but I made such a scene trying to get out of the munch, I worried the owner of a kink club. How could I be so freaking stupid?
THIRTEEN
SASHA
Before I stepped out on the patio, I slid my shades over my eyes and pulled a plain black ball cap on low over my sunglasses. Hoping it kept people from recognizing me.
I was shit out of luck.
