“That’s fucking dumb, Alec. Come stay with me. I have a second bedroom. We just said you’re coming over to fuck me, solet’s bunk up. If for no other reason than easier access to my cock and butt.” I chuckled. “It’ll be fun.”
“No way, man. That’s… no. We’re already on such thin fucking ice. Staying with you would be… yeah, no.”
“Thin ice, how?”
“We’re cuddling naked after giving each other head. I’m technically your manager. If anyone found out, we’d both be fired, or at least reassigned, and our bonuses cut.”
“That’s my point! How would anyone find out? Do you think anyone would ever imagine we’re fucking? No one and I meanno one,would suspect that you’re slipping it to me while I give you shelter. You sure as hell don’t give off gay vibes. And I don’t either.”
He eyed me, then looked away, smirking. “I had an inkling.”
“Fuck off.”
“No, really. It’s what sparked my interest to begin with. Otherwise, you were very much in the platonic male-friend-and-colleague category.”
“Wait, wait, wait, what? Are you joking?” my face reddened with an embarrassment I wasn’t familiar with.
“Nope.”
“How?!”
“Just the way you looked at me sometimes. Thought it was respect or admiration at first, but a straight guy can only have so much respect and admiration for another guy’s bulge.” He laughed. I didn’t. “Which was cyclical ‘cause noticing you notice it made me a little hard, which made my bulge bigger, and you stare harder.” He laughed again.
“Fucking hell, are you kidding me right now? Fuuuuck.” The embarrassment and heat on my cheeks got worse. “Do you think the others saw me checking you out?”
“I don’t know. Well… if they did, I would’ve heard about it. Lisa would’ve told me to put my package away because my Jr. Rep. was salivating. So no, probably not. But I did. It’s my crotch.”
“Jesus. That’sterrible.” I buried my head in his chest and laughed in mortification. “I’m a freaking creep.”
He pulled my face up. “You’re not. If I’m being honest, I thought you had dick envy or something. But then, one time, we were at happy hour, and I thought you were flirting with some guy, and I made the connection. But you weren’t, and I didn’t think about it again until you told me you had a three-way with a guy once.” Alec caressed my hair. “That’s when it clicked. I was like, oh shit, this kid is actually into me. But I still couldn’t believe it, you know?” His hand fell away. “I wanted to touch you so bad when we messed around that first time but I was scared you’d regret it come the morning.”
I remembered that night. Not the guy’s name, but his adorable face, great body, and fantastic ass. Had I known then how much fun man-sex was, I would’ve fucked him. Hard. There was a part of me that was glad I didn’t, and that most of my male-on-male experiences were with Alec. But still, what a damn shame.
“I didn’t regret it. Maybe felt weird about it, but like… that’s expected.”
He laughed. “I hear that. Weird is an understatement. But not bad.” His smile faded. “Really,really, not bad.”
“Nope. Not bad at all.”
We stared at each other for a few moments. He kissed me without sex but full of affection. I almost liked it better.
I caressed his face and looked into his eyes. “I’m serious. Stay with me when we get back. Just for a few days. Just while you’re moving out. Or until you find something. You’ll haveyour own room and a personal cock sucker and semen dispenser while you do.”
He took my hand and kissed my knuckle, even more affectionately than before.
“Ok. Just while I move out. A day or two. That’s it.”
“Then we’ll have forty-eight hours for you to fuck my ass as many times as you want. Sir.”
“You’re such a freak, Blackwood.”
We both laughed, and he grabbed me. We tussled on the bed, ending up with my head on his chest while he lay on his back. He kissed the top of my head, and I played with his stomach hair.
“Let’s watch a movie. And you’re sleeping in this bed tonight,” I said to his navel.
“I’ve got more work to do. You sat on me in the middle of an important email.”
“No, you do not. You’ll be up early, anyway. Finish it then.”
