With a fierce grunt, he pushed my face back. His eyes were wild, and there was fear in mine. So similar to the last time we fucked around. I had forgotten how much I craved it.
“Strip and get on the bed, doggy style. I’m going to fuck you.”
Time froze. None, and I meannone,of my male fantasies were about me getting fucked in the ass. That wasn’t who I was. I was the Dom. The man. The one with the big swinging dick. I didn’t let other men have their way with me. That just wasn’t me.
“Yes, sir,” I said and stood.
There was a voice in my head, the deep gravelly one I used to flirt with, screamingwhat the fuck are you doing?Not only was that not something I had ever imagined happening, but Alec was huge! And thick! It wouldn’t be some porn-y lovemaking.He’d tear me apart. Was I really going to let this man fuck me in the ass?
FuckinghellyesI was.
I almost wiggled my ass at him once in position. I said nothing and could only look over my shoulder for an instant. My desire to please him far outweighed my fear. Just as my trust in Alec overshadowed any apprehension. He wasn’t some sadistic fuck who’d hurt me just to get off. I knew whatever happened, he would go out of his way to make sure I enjoyed it as much as he did.
The mattress creaked under his weight as he kneeled behind me. I couldn’t look at him. My arousal propelled me so outside of my comfort zone that the rational—albeit booze-addled—part of my brain just couldn’t keep up.
His hands were rough and hot as coals on my hips. I trembled under his touch. “Look at me,” he said.
I turned, and my cock leaked more. Alec stared at me, not a piece of meat to fuck, but a prize to be won. He said, “Are you ready to get fucked in the ass, Blackwood?”
He wanted me to answer. I’d have to commit myself to what was about to happen. Was I ready to be fucked? Hell no. But did I desperately want him to? FuckingChrist, yes.
“Yes, sir.”
It was his first genuine smile since returning to the room. “Good boy.”
“Just please…” I spoke out of turn. His brow went up before nodding for me to continue. “Go slow, or easy, or whatever. I’ve never been fucked before. I’ve never even like… played with it.”
Alec blinked twice before laughing so hard his grip on my hips hurt.
“No fucking shit, numb nuts.” He laughed harder. “I’ve never fucked a guy, either. Not to ruin the little game we gotgoing on, but I’m not sure it’ll work. Hot as fuck to try, right? If it hurts, I’ll stop, and we’ll just blow each other. Sound good?” He slapped my ass hard enough to leave a mark and make my body tingle. “Are you sure you’re down for this? We really don’t have to…”
“Yes, sir, I am. I trust you.” I smiled, too.
“Good. ‘Cause there’s no other ass I’d rather lose my cherry to than yours.”
What followed, while hot, was comical. Alec tried to get a finger in my ass but was denied entry. He told me to relax and open up. I didn’t know what that meant, and only clenched harder until Alec realized something was missing.
“Lube! We need fucking lube. Fucking lube for fucking.”
His humor eased my nerves. Because the more he failed to get a finger in me, the more I wanted him to. And the more I wanted him to, the more I was scared that if his finger couldn’t fit, what in the ever-loving fuck would his cock do?
He left and returned with some of the free hotel lotion. It was mild and unscented, but so shitty it couldn’t moisturize anything. Turns out it was a hell of an anal lubricant.
“Oh FUCK!” I hollered when Alec’s first knuckle slipped past my ring all at once.
Alec said nothing but stopped holding my hip. He didn’t move, but I was free to retreat if I wanted. I pushed back instead, a long, slow “Fuuuuuck” drawn from my lips. It hurt, but not so bad. And when I moved back on his finger, taking another knuckle or two, it felt a little better.
One became two.Thathurt like a motherfucker. The stretch was unimaginable. But then he curled his fingers and hit my prostate. It felt better, but fire consumed my lower body. When he opened his fingers inside, stretching me out more, my head fell, and I let out a low grumble. Not the worst pain, but far from pleasure. I almost collapsed when he withdrew them.
“You ready to take my big cock, Blackwood?” he said, slathering it in the cheap lotion.
“Yes. Fuck me, Alec.”
He smiled wider and pressed his cock head to my unclaimed entrance. Then he pushed harder. Then, harder still.
“Take a deep breath and relax.”
I did just that, and half of Alec’s mighty, thick cock slipped inside me.
