Page 42 of Hopeless Creatures


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The waiter leads us directly to the back of the restaurant without saying a word, and Mikhail’s hand ghosts against the small of my back as my gaze runs over every beautiful detail we pass. When I look over to Mikhail, he’s already watching me with rapt attention.

“What do you think?” He suddenly asks, genuine curiosity lining his gaze.

“It might be the most beautiful place I’ve ever been,” I respond, truthfully. I can’t imagine how it would feel to create such an amazing place.

Every aspect of the restaurant has some aspect of live nature incorporated into it, whether it’s in the form of physical vines running along the wall, or smaller cuttings placed in clear vases. The large windows let in the last rays of sunlight creeping away in the sky, shading everything in glittering gold.

When I glance towards Mikhail once again, his gaze is softer than usual, and the thick shield he usually hides behind is missing completely. Then he pulls back a chair from the table and allows me to sit before rounding to his side.

I can’t help but stare at the man in front of me. He’s different in this place. The romantic lighting and beautiful greenery bring out a gentleness in his features that is usually frozen in some sort of scowl. His dark, wavy hair looks so soft against his forehead, and his eyebrows offset the electric blue of his irises, capturing my attention with the intensity of the view. It reminds me of that first time I saw him, that capturing gaze cutting through the dark shadows of the alley.

“Why do you study business?” He asks, snapping me out of the intensity of the moment. I have to repeat the question in my head, jump-starting my scattered thoughts.

“I like to learn about finance,” I say, then pause, weighing how much to reveal. “I need to understand it. Financial literacy is survival for women like me—women who refuse to be dependent on anyone else’smoney or decisions. I won’t end up trapped...” I trail off, not ready to share that part yet.

He considers me, brow lifting like he knows there’s more to my answer. His gaze sharpens with interest, and I can practically see him filing away every word I’ve said. Thankfully, he says nothing to challenge me on the subject.

“What did you do this week?” I ask, trying to start off easy and turn the focus back to him for once.

I haven’t been on a date for a while, though, this doesn’t really feel like a date to me. Dates are awkward and stressful, and involve a lot of pleasantries and unwanted touches. Somehow, nothing has felt any different than my previous interactions with Mikhail. And none of his touches have gone unwanted by me.

“Oh, you know. Just business,” he responds vaguely, shield clicking back into place like a steel door slamming shut.

“That’s not really an answer,” I press, frustrated by his evasiveness.

“I’m surprised you have time for all that business in between stalking my location and calling to berate me on my whereabouts.” I raise an eyebrow in challenge.

“I apologized for that. And I wasn’t stalking you. I was simply checking up on you.” His face twinges with amusement.

“Uh-huh. And I’m sure you check up on all your... friends that way?”

“I like to watch over the people I care about.”

His words reverberate through my head. The people he cares about. He cares about me. I try to brush past the realization and how much it means to me, even as alarm bells ring in my head about his definition of “watching over.”

“That’s a strange way to check up on people. Maybe you should consider working on your communication skills.” I take a cool sip of water, hiding my smile against the glass.

“And how am I supposed to do that, Menace?”

“Have you ever tried therapy?”

He cracks a smile.

“I think I’d prefer a more intimate lesson plan.”

The waiter returns to the table with a bottle of wine, filling our glasses without a word, before leaving the table once again.

“I’m sure you would. Unfortunately, I don’t have a penchant for taking on self-proclaimed projects.”

My response earns me another smirk, and I realize just how much I love being responsible for creating such a beautiful expression on such a serious man’s face.

“Oh? Do go on,” He probes, taking a sip of wine from his glass. I watch his throat move to swallow. Damn, can throats be sexy?

“There are lots of men searching for a woman to fix them.”

A low laugh pulls from his lips.

“Don’t worry, Menace. You don’t have to fix me. I believe I’m what they consider irreparable,” he replies with that same deep intensity in his eyes, and I realize he’s deflected yet again—turned my attempt at understanding him into a flirtatious exchange.